JaxieD
Silver Member
Oh what a nightmare of a weekend! Having prided myself on my absolute control I have just been through food hell and back. All started last night when i had friends around. Went to Tesco and bought all my favourite cheeses (San Agur, Somerset Brie, Garlic roulade), favourite dips (Guacamole, hoummus, garlic and chive) and my fav crisps (Walkers Sensations), crackers, grapes, the lot - and then spent the rest of the night salivating over the top of my glass of sparkling water.:cry:. I managed ok but the cravings nearly wore me down. Then today even worse as it was my wee boy's birthday. My mum invited us all round to hers for a party and provided a slap up meal with all sorts of delicious food. Well, I just sat at the back of the kitchen out of the way whilst everyone else got stuck into all the lovely things on the table - I was seriously depressed:gen147:. Didn;t break the diet though so quite proud of myself but it just showed me that those demons are still very much there as it wasn;t hunger that made me crave just me as i usually would have stuffed my face. Was horrendously grumpy though!!
Thank god that weekend is over. Will have to manage it better in future!!
Jax
Thank god that weekend is over. Will have to manage it better in future!!
Jax