STarted 3 weeks ago had really good first week lost 10lbs then it was partners birthday n. then friends birthday and have just been pants and completely gone off the rails and put it All back on n more :-( managed to cancel consultant weekly weigh in she has no idea n now I don't know what to do...... Am due to go back Tuesday but don't see the point as don't need any packs!!! As I ain't used any since last time I saw her! Am ready to try n start again but not sure whether I shld try another counsellor or blag another week off n go back next week by then I might have lost some of the weight I have put on n won't feel quite so bad! Oh what do I do, desperately want to start again ..... Am embarrassed she has done Cambridge herself n always tells me how determined she was etc n never cheated etc took packs to restaurants etc feel so bad