This is going to sound sad, but I'm going to go shopping, buy a new outfit, go to a nightclub and celebrate my 18th at long last!
After years of me yearning to turn 18 so I could finally go to a club legally and drink with my friends (after sneaking in for months!) it's almost been a year now since I turned 18 and I haven't been to any, because I just don't feel confident enough - plus I've been worried about bumping into people I went to school with, and them thinking "oh my god look at her, when did she get fat!"
For my 18th birthday last year, I'd always planned to go to this club near where I live, but on the night of my birthday I tried on everything in my room and didn't feel confident in anything - so I feigned being ill to my family/friends so I didn't have to go, just spend the evening crying in my room. VERY depressing lol, that was a really big low point for me, but not how anyone should spend their 18th birthday... I fully intend to make up for it!