Ive had so many "restarts" on this diet its ridiculous.
My weight has crept up to an awful 17+ stone, i dont know the exact as i find to so depressing to look at it now.
I use the phrase "Ill start the diet tomorrow"...ive been saying this for over a year!!!
And as i know this diet works i have a big ..and i hate this word..Binge in the vain hope that i actually will start this diet again.
Its got to the point where i hate going out incase i bump into anyone.
Ive realised i HAVE to start this diet tomorrow as whilst i was taking my daughter to see her dad i bumped into more then 5 people i havent seen in a long time. And i KNOW that they where thinking "My god shes gotten so fat" it was just so humiliating.
I really want to start this diet properly this time but i seem to fall at the first day.
I think if i dont do it this time im in serious trouble.
My weight has crept up to an awful 17+ stone, i dont know the exact as i find to so depressing to look at it now.
I use the phrase "Ill start the diet tomorrow"...ive been saying this for over a year!!!
And as i know this diet works i have a big ..and i hate this word..Binge in the vain hope that i actually will start this diet again.
Its got to the point where i hate going out incase i bump into anyone.
Ive realised i HAVE to start this diet tomorrow as whilst i was taking my daughter to see her dad i bumped into more then 5 people i havent seen in a long time. And i KNOW that they where thinking "My god shes gotten so fat" it was just so humiliating.
I really want to start this diet properly this time but i seem to fall at the first day.
I think if i dont do it this time im in serious trouble.