Caz
Repeat Offender
Well this diet malarky has all gone a bit t*ts up really!
I've been in London for a month. I'd been calorie counting for like 2 weeks before that and it had been going well. But since being in London, there's not been any diet in place at all. I've put on 4-5lbs over that month. Which just isn't good enough! I want to be at least maintaining if I'm not losing. Not putting on weight again!
I've just found the idea of dieting has gone out of the window. I still can't really afford to do CD, though hopefully can from next month. But I'm starting to wonder if I'm actually going to be able to. And in the time between now and whenever I do start CD again, I don't want to keep putting on weight and creeping up to where I started. But I just seem to find it so difficult. It's easy at work to pick at things. Crisps. Biscuits. And then come home and eat rubbish. But I really can't keep doing this. I have a wedding next week that I wanted to get down to a 16 for and coming up to that and being nowhere near my target has just made me think how further along I could be now if I hadn't messed it all up so much. I could be another 2-3 stone lighter. And a 14-16ish. But instead I'm this. Meh maybe I'm just having a low day. I just can't keep carrying on like this. I really need to get into a healthy lifestyle. Not stop dieting, put on 5lbs, diet and lose 6lbs, put it back on, off, on, off. But that's all it seems I'll ever have, this yoyo, up down, but I don't want that. Got to fix it!
So from today I'm going to try and keep up some kind of healthy eating plan. Even if I don't lose weight, fine. But I don't want to put anything on. Because this isn't the life that I want for myself. And I can't put it all on hold waiting until I can do CD again. But I need your help! I need help to find my mojo again!!
I've been in London for a month. I'd been calorie counting for like 2 weeks before that and it had been going well. But since being in London, there's not been any diet in place at all. I've put on 4-5lbs over that month. Which just isn't good enough! I want to be at least maintaining if I'm not losing. Not putting on weight again!
I've just found the idea of dieting has gone out of the window. I still can't really afford to do CD, though hopefully can from next month. But I'm starting to wonder if I'm actually going to be able to. And in the time between now and whenever I do start CD again, I don't want to keep putting on weight and creeping up to where I started. But I just seem to find it so difficult. It's easy at work to pick at things. Crisps. Biscuits. And then come home and eat rubbish. But I really can't keep doing this. I have a wedding next week that I wanted to get down to a 16 for and coming up to that and being nowhere near my target has just made me think how further along I could be now if I hadn't messed it all up so much. I could be another 2-3 stone lighter. And a 14-16ish. But instead I'm this. Meh maybe I'm just having a low day. I just can't keep carrying on like this. I really need to get into a healthy lifestyle. Not stop dieting, put on 5lbs, diet and lose 6lbs, put it back on, off, on, off. But that's all it seems I'll ever have, this yoyo, up down, but I don't want that. Got to fix it!
So from today I'm going to try and keep up some kind of healthy eating plan. Even if I don't lose weight, fine. But I don't want to put anything on. Because this isn't the life that I want for myself. And I can't put it all on hold waiting until I can do CD again. But I need your help! I need help to find my mojo again!!