I am sorry to hear that you're having problems, especially at this time of year. I am still a couple of months away from Management but I do spend time thinking about how I'll cope when free to 'eat' again. At our meeting this week we talked about Management and what strategies we could use to cope.
One thing which was mentioned was using the Thought Records. I used these on holiday in October to help me stay 'on the path'. They really helped to motivate me and forced me to think about my feelings and address my emotions at the time.
Remember Carrot-Tit, it's all in our head, it's what the inner voices say to us, it's that Crooked Thinking which has got us fat in the first place. It wants to be back in charge of us. If we are AWARE of the danger we can learn to FIGHT BACK.
I sincerely hope Carrot-Tit that you can get your eating back on track, I will be thinking of you anyway. Good Luck.