GTPeach
The Nerdy Singer
My biggest problem is that I'm trying to get to where I was when I was unhealthy. I used to be unbelievably hot, but I was also not eating.
I want to lose about 4 stone, which would put me back at about 100 lbs. I've been trying to do it "the right way" this time, but...
When I exercise daily and watch every little thing I eat, the weight won't come off, at all. Not even a little. I might lose, oh, 1-2 lbs in 3 months of doing this.
So then I don't bother - why should I if I won't gain or lose? Then, I will decide again that I am ugly and stop eating entirely. Might be crude, but it works, at least. Only, I'll get hungry, eat again, and throw it up in guilt.
At this point, I don't believe I have eating disorders anymore, but how can I lose weight? I'm doing everything right! I've even had different areas tested - all my glycerin and calorie levels are text book perfect, all my heart rates are comparable to athletes, and my blood pressure is spot perfect, so nothing there is stopping me from losing the weight. What is?
I want to lose about 4 stone, which would put me back at about 100 lbs. I've been trying to do it "the right way" this time, but...
When I exercise daily and watch every little thing I eat, the weight won't come off, at all. Not even a little. I might lose, oh, 1-2 lbs in 3 months of doing this.
So then I don't bother - why should I if I won't gain or lose? Then, I will decide again that I am ugly and stop eating entirely. Might be crude, but it works, at least. Only, I'll get hungry, eat again, and throw it up in guilt.
At this point, I don't believe I have eating disorders anymore, but how can I lose weight? I'm doing everything right! I've even had different areas tested - all my glycerin and calorie levels are text book perfect, all my heart rates are comparable to athletes, and my blood pressure is spot perfect, so nothing there is stopping me from losing the weight. What is?