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Nicki xxx
Firstly would like to say thank you to my two lovely ladies - Rumbly and Lauren for their fantastic support as always.
I had a bad day - didn't have anything naughty cos I just won't I'm not worried about that, don't even want crap stuff. I thought I was being wise (everyone at work had mac d's, bacon butties, buffet food) I was cursing and wanting something so bad so popped out to Morrisons and got some pre packed chicken just plain. Or so I thought. After I had eaten it I noticed on the packet it said sugar glazed arrggghhhh - although said sugar nil and carbs were 0.9 ?? so hoping it doesn't do any damage.
I didn't do my shred as felt so ill and crap and fell asleep at 9.30 on sofa (most unheard of for me) and went to bed swiftly after and slept all night. I didn't drink any water last night and today have woken up with horrendous period pains so who knows what my weigh in is going to say on Monday - I just feel crap about myself and not sure why.
But onwards and upwards - today is a new day and I'm sat drinking my coffee with vanilla shake in
I think I am run down - its hard sometimes - I work part time, run my own business, hubby is away and I have two kids and although I never get down and try to stay cheery it is hard sometimes!
Anyway self pitying over !! pull myself together I have just spoken to my lovely husband and he has cheered me up - only 17 days left until he's home after 5 months of being apart !! cant wait
love you guys xx
I had a bad day - didn't have anything naughty cos I just won't I'm not worried about that, don't even want crap stuff. I thought I was being wise (everyone at work had mac d's, bacon butties, buffet food) I was cursing and wanting something so bad so popped out to Morrisons and got some pre packed chicken just plain. Or so I thought. After I had eaten it I noticed on the packet it said sugar glazed arrggghhhh - although said sugar nil and carbs were 0.9 ?? so hoping it doesn't do any damage.
I didn't do my shred as felt so ill and crap and fell asleep at 9.30 on sofa (most unheard of for me) and went to bed swiftly after and slept all night. I didn't drink any water last night and today have woken up with horrendous period pains so who knows what my weigh in is going to say on Monday - I just feel crap about myself and not sure why.
But onwards and upwards - today is a new day and I'm sat drinking my coffee with vanilla shake in
I think I am run down - its hard sometimes - I work part time, run my own business, hubby is away and I have two kids and although I never get down and try to stay cheery it is hard sometimes!
Anyway self pitying over !! pull myself together I have just spoken to my lovely husband and he has cheered me up - only 17 days left until he's home after 5 months of being apart !! cant wait
love you guys xx