im writing today off
was snowing but not settling so i drove the 30 to see her
lost 1lb, am gutted, i behaved and thats all i got
then she tells me shes decided shes only having weigh ins every other week despite asking me last week if i wanted to and i had to say no as i cant do that for financial reasons but shes decided to go ahead with that anyway. gonna have to see if i can go out to her house ( lives a few towns over from me ) to pick stuff up on the other weeks
came out of weigh in and the snow was very heavy and the roads un gritted, slid down a hill and nearly hit another car as my breaks seized, i got the handbrake on at the last second, had to abandon my car at the bottom of my road and walk up as thier was no way i would get up my hill, the 30 minute drive home took me over an hour and a half
then he asked me if i could make smoothies for him and kaya so i got the stuff out, put the first part in the jug blended and set it off, seconds later the jug shattered showering me in little bits of plastic which are now stuck in my arms, chest, face and ive removed bits from my eyes, hurts now. moral of that story is to use fresh fruit not the frozen smoothie mix!
so now im sat on the armchair with water at hand and have read serveral books to kaya ( whos still struggling with the night time vomiting and choking ) and hoping i cant get into anymore trouble if i just dont move!