xxluckyxx's diary ... read if you dare !!!

Today has been good , work was busy , ive been really good im so determind this week to lose its untrue !
I went out to my friends to do an exercise video again tonight and it was good , thats a whole week i have not failed to exercise ;) .
Last night ...omg i :cry: and :cry: and :cry: , was texting a male friend and i got really upset , i had bad memories come flooding back and the poor guy got the brunt end of it , not sure if he will ever talk to me again , but i ended up texting 'i need a cuddle' but did the bugger come give me a hug ...NO ! I just :cry: myself to sleep in the end .

It was horrible .

But still today has been another day and im happy with how ive been so thats a bonus .

Roll on tomoro LOL
 
Awwww Sam there is a handsome young man out there waiting for you.......we just have to dig him out from the cr*p that is out there too.
When I can get into some lovely going out gear I will be out on the town with you......Do you know I have not been out clubbing for .......omg ....since I married .,.....15 yrs.

SAM YOU MUST HELP ME, I HAVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO LIVE
 
Its been a few days since ive posted anything , Its been a good week and im enjoying most things apart from the flapjacks !
We have had dirty looks in the playground ...compliments from my mum ... loads of hugs from the kids ... and been chatting to a new man !!!!!!
Things could be on the up !!!
 
SOunds good Sam - need to know more about the "new man" please tell all?
Ignore the looks in the playground - posted on sonyas thread about that!
You just need to concentrate on you & your journey!
 
Sonya , our first night out is gonna be to the casino !!!!!
Ive already planned it - apart from the date anyway !

I still have loads to find out about Andy so when i know more i shall tell all ... ! although my friend was here last night and i have a feeling she may not talk to me for a bit cos i think she quite liked the look of my new date !!! Me and Andy were on msn and he kept saying some nice things , we were talking about a perfect night out and stuff , and i put my idae of heaven and he replyied with 'totally perfect ' and debbie was swoooning over it !!!!
Oh well , she has a sheltered life LOL
Does anyone have a suggestion on whether i should eat or not on the date ????
I did last sat when i went out with Mark and his little one but then weigh in on sunday and i never lost anything .
All thoughts and ideas would be welcomed xxx
 
Had the weekly weigh in today and im now another 5lbs down ! Needed it after no loss last week . I m not going to use a loss as an excuse thou , im going to be strong again this week and loss some more next week .

I asked today wether or not i would be able to have a lunch on Thursday , as im on a date , and it does get a little embarrasing when your not eating . But the advisor said no she dont recomend i have anything as it could cause problems .
Its a 4 hour date so im sure i can cope !!!!!

Im gonna do my measurements again in a bit , i did them before i started LT and havent done them in the 3-4 weeks ive been on this so i will be intrested to see how many inches have come off .

Im really pleased with myself that ive come this far to be honest , if it wasnt for the support of Sonya im sure i would have crumpled by now !!!!

Thanks mate xxx

Right best go catch up with a few things
Speak soon guys xxx
 
Hi Guys
I told my mum today that i was on LT , she was really supportive cos she can see it is working , i told her my starting weight and she was gobsmacked , and when i told her i wasnt even in the 12's yet she was even more gobsmacked !!!!
She did say be careful of my arms as i dont want to get saggy arms like she has .... and she did also ask if i was worried about thing or was it just the diet ???
I just said ...mum worry has not helped me loose weight before !!!!! and she just smiled !

So thats it the worst part over ??????

Going shopping during the week to get new work trousers and to get my son new school trousers !!!

Time for my soon to be 15 yeard old daughter to come check her my space .....again !!!!!
Byeeeeee xxx
 
Hi Sam

You are doing great on your diet, please don't spoil it by eating on dates cos you feel you should! You can have water, tea and/or coffee! That's enough in four hours. Or take a bar with you and eat that??

Read over your diary and see how you felt when you ate last week and didn't lose weight... that should keep you strong!
 
Thanks Karen , it is only 4 hours and a coffee and water should do just fine ! I have told Andy about the diet and he seems supportive about it . We dont get nice bars on LT ! Just shakes and soups at the moment anyway , i think when you go on to maintanience the choice gets better .
Hope you are doing well hun , havent had time to catch up on your thread , been so busy !
Time to straighten my daughters hair now so may have a litttle read after xxx
Thanks again on the advice x
 
Hey Sam if you have told him about your diet and he seems supportive, I would go ahead and stick with water and black tea/coffee.
Im sure he would understand......and anyway you will probably be too busy snogging to eat....lol.

Dont forget to get your mobile charged up before your date, if you have any trouble go to loo and ring someone....where are you going...?
 
Yes mate i will , i'll also prob give you a couple of numbers i have for him too that way its double saftey !
Im off to Torquay , we will just be walking around , sit on the beach if its dry and grab a coffee somewhere !
He is well nervous , I rang him today and he told me he was nervous for me to ring him, told him that i got all jittery just before i pressed the button too ! LOL
Bless xx
 
Hi Sam
if your date knows about your diet & appears supportive of it, then he is prob not expecting to eat on the date, even if it is over "luchtime" & will prob have more respect for you in sticking to you guns rather than eating at the drop of a hat to "fit in " with the date
good luck & have fun
xx:)
 
Yes , its only 4 hours so water it is , it will all go well im sure ! im a little nervous but i think Andy is worse than me !
Im a fairly confident girl so i'll put him and me at ease !
Pandora ... love the photo's ! they are great . I must get some done of myself , i do have a few shockers !!!!
I'll have to get Sonkie to help me do a album !
 
Yes , its only 4 hours so water it is , it will all go well im sure ! im a little nervous but i think Andy is worse than me !
Im a fairly confident girl so i'll put him and me at ease !
Pandora ... love the photo's ! they are great . I must get some done of myself , i do have a few shockers !!!!
I'll have to get Sonkie to help me do a album !


Hey Sam if you wanna take one of your packs I can lend you my shaker ......!
 
No i dont im thinking short blonde hair ???
But u all look like your having a fab time !!!!

Son think i'll be ok without the shaker but thanks all the same !!!
 
Hi Guys
Had the date , if you read my 'i've taken the first step' on the lipotrim forum you will get all the details !!!
It went well we got caught kissing which was funny !!!
Unfortunatly i did have lunch , although i walked for blinking miles LOL
Andy wasnt quite what i thought he was ... he was smaller than i thought , he did say he had lost wieght but that he can go up and down all the time .
So im not sure how i feel really , i am far to fussy and i do think i set my sights far to high .
He kept saying i was beautiful and how pretty my eyes were etc ,
Im alittle confused i guess , but time will tell xxx
 
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