littlesister83
Full Member
Thought a diary might help me in my journey to lose this bloody weight! Short history for now- ate like a pig and got fat, tried every diet known to man with different degrees of success, joined LL and lost 3.5 stone, was happy for a few months, got ill and complacent, piled weight back on and a bit more for shits and giggles, tried CWP as a cheaper and more flexible option and have been dicking about with the same stone ever since !!!! Lol.
So now I'm at the end of day one. Doing SS+ and trying to think of Christmas and how I'll feel if I'm the same weight. I also want to show my mother the wedding dress I've bought (she lives abroad) when she comes home at Christmas. I get married next september. Id love to look at my wedding pics and not hate everyone (plus I can't delete them like I normally do when I think I look horrific haha). I'd love to prance about in a bikini on my honeymoon (yes prance). Ooo and I've booked a boudoir shoot in July for my husband to be's wedding present (seriously so uncharacteristic of me I can't even begin to say!). I'm about 3 weeks away from having a clear brace fitted (which is one step away from getting my jaw wired so will have multiple benefits) (joke) (or is it?!).
So I'm sending out my diet prayers to the god of fat loss, God, Allah, The Goddess, Mohammed, Vishnu, Ganesh - ok I'm just randomly naming gods here which is silly and ironic considering I'm an atheist but I need all the help I can get.
Jokes aside, I'm bloody miserable and want to lose about 5 stone. Let's see how it goes!
So now I'm at the end of day one. Doing SS+ and trying to think of Christmas and how I'll feel if I'm the same weight. I also want to show my mother the wedding dress I've bought (she lives abroad) when she comes home at Christmas. I get married next september. Id love to look at my wedding pics and not hate everyone (plus I can't delete them like I normally do when I think I look horrific haha). I'd love to prance about in a bikini on my honeymoon (yes prance). Ooo and I've booked a boudoir shoot in July for my husband to be's wedding present (seriously so uncharacteristic of me I can't even begin to say!). I'm about 3 weeks away from having a clear brace fitted (which is one step away from getting my jaw wired so will have multiple benefits) (joke) (or is it?!).
So I'm sending out my diet prayers to the god of fat loss, God, Allah, The Goddess, Mohammed, Vishnu, Ganesh - ok I'm just randomly naming gods here which is silly and ironic considering I'm an atheist but I need all the help I can get.
Jokes aside, I'm bloody miserable and want to lose about 5 stone. Let's see how it goes!