Bluepaws
Full Member
humph..... I'm beginning to lack the motivation to carry on... don't know what's wrong with me today. Must be the weather, having a gloomy day has put me in a gloomy mood.
I see my cdc on fri, having not seen her for three weeks i'm not really looking forward to it, tbh. At my last weigh in, I was 11st 13lbs, great! On Fridays' weigh in, i'll probably still be the same and I'm not looking forward it, because I have to face facts then, I've let myself and my cc down
The thing is see, in the first of the three weeks I was invited out for a birthday meal..that was fine, I had every intention of sitting there sipping my water whilst my friends ate, they know all about my diet so I wouldn't have had to answer any questions or get all embarrassed about it. But then I thought, nah, it'll be fine...I'll treat myself and I've got nearly 3 weeks to make up for it before seeing my cc. But it didn't really work out like that, I pigged out...not badly, but enough. And I went up to 12st 10lbs! In a week!
Anyway, after my unsuccessful week, I've actually stuck to ss'ing for TWO WEEKS!!! Can't believe it Buuuuuuut, I've only worked off the extra I put on in that first week, and now I feel a bit deflated and blah...
I know, it was my own fault, and lol...I'm expecting miracles!
I'm still not happy with my weight or size (although am sitting here wearing a pair of next size 12 jeans! -they must be a generous fit though) and I sooo want to carry on with the diet but I just seem to lack the motivation today. Oh I dunno.... don't even know why I'm posting this...just thought I'd get it off my chest....
I see my cdc on fri, having not seen her for three weeks i'm not really looking forward to it, tbh. At my last weigh in, I was 11st 13lbs, great! On Fridays' weigh in, i'll probably still be the same and I'm not looking forward it, because I have to face facts then, I've let myself and my cc down
The thing is see, in the first of the three weeks I was invited out for a birthday meal..that was fine, I had every intention of sitting there sipping my water whilst my friends ate, they know all about my diet so I wouldn't have had to answer any questions or get all embarrassed about it. But then I thought, nah, it'll be fine...I'll treat myself and I've got nearly 3 weeks to make up for it before seeing my cc. But it didn't really work out like that, I pigged out...not badly, but enough. And I went up to 12st 10lbs! In a week!
Anyway, after my unsuccessful week, I've actually stuck to ss'ing for TWO WEEKS!!! Can't believe it Buuuuuuut, I've only worked off the extra I put on in that first week, and now I feel a bit deflated and blah...
I know, it was my own fault, and lol...I'm expecting miracles!
I'm still not happy with my weight or size (although am sitting here wearing a pair of next size 12 jeans! -they must be a generous fit though) and I sooo want to carry on with the diet but I just seem to lack the motivation today. Oh I dunno.... don't even know why I'm posting this...just thought I'd get it off my chest....