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Life update! Haha These just keep coming don’t they! I’m currently 7 weeks pregnant eek! Dieting is put on hold for a while :-D healthy eating will continue, but obviously not limiting certain food groups! I’m so excited but very scared haha

Hi guys! Bit of a life update, So! About 3 weeks ago I received an offer from a fantastic university to study midwifery :-D I think last time I was on I was waiting on interviews. Well I only managed to bank one interview and only went and got the place, I start next September 2019 I need to...

A huge change yeah I’m waiting on interviews with the univarsities first Let’s hope I get one :-D Midwifery has interested me for a while and teaching/midwifery do kind of go hand in hand with the skills needed. I have an interview in 2 weeks for the special constables so I might still go...

Well guys Bit of a life update For those of you who have followed my blog for a while. I’ll be hanging up my teacher cape at the end of summer and it’s the best decision I’ve made for myself. I can’t go on feeling this miserable in a career that I’ll be stuck with for years to come. I’ve...

It's good to know I'm not the only one in this sinking ship :-) I am really undecided! I am at a point in life I want to start a family. This week I've spent hours talking to people in this particular role and there are some major pros and cons. I'm wondering if I concentrate on trying to...

Hi guys, Back again! So I've been back on calorie counting plan since Sunday and doing incredibly well! I've been to the gym 3 times and feel really motivated! Just want some advice really. After 3 almost 4 years of teaching I'm looking to come out of it and decide on a new career path. I...

Yesterday I had a 'bad day' I went to a 1940s weekend in Howarth :-) It was ace! I had fish and chips a handful of sweets some alcoholic beverages not many though and then a curry take away when we got home. But! Today I am back on it and just getting ready for the gym X

Aw good on ya First day is the hardest haha It'll be 2 weeks for me on Monday My weight has stopped I haven't lost anything since Sunday :-( Pants lol I'll keep going :-D I'm hoping to swim tomorrow evening. I only exercised on Tuesday. X

Hi there! How's it going? Here's my tea tonight Salad, Cajun chicken with onions and garlic and cauli rice :-)

Just finished an Aquafit workout Goosed ! How's people doing? Some support would be lovely x

Tonight's tea! Smoked cod, mushy peas, veg and 5 mini potatoes x

8lbs down! I'm on it I'm motivated!! This weekend has been really good. Usually weekends are my downfall too, I'm quite proud of myself :-) Hope you lot are doing ok? I had a GORGEOUS Sunday beef roast tonight. However I have only eaten 853 calories so I'm a lot under. I don't want to eat for...

6lbs down :-D

Last nights tea and tonight's tea I will upload my diaries shortly, X

Yesterday was another good day! I did Aquafit woo I was aching last night but I'm ok today :-) No gym tonight until tomorrow now. I have staff meeting tonight blah ! Good news I have PPA this afternoon though :-D Just maths and English to get through phew haha X

I'm going doing a gym and swim later Gives me enough time to do next weeks planning so my PPA tomorrow can be filled with getting my books up to speed. If you didn't guess I'm a teacher haha life is hectic! Fast paced and constant. Your head gets well and truly pecked being a teacher. How's...

Aw I'm ok really, Just starting out with gentle exercise really :-) I was on my way to the gym when I had my accident haha so mad too! My car was a month old, brand new VW Tiguan :-( gutted! She did 5ks worth of damage, I wanted to throttle her X

Tea! Really tasty and lots of veg :-) Instead of wedges I did sweet potatoe fries which I just cut up, baked with a squirt of fry lite and sprinkled Cajun on top :-) I need to add an additional 192cals to my diary as I had some ham when I got in. My legs were all jellied from the gym. I may...

I'm typing this from the gym lol I'm here I'm being strong I'm sweaty! Haha I've got Florida on my mind for August :-) I want to drop a stone, that's my first goal. Bring it on :-) Today's food so far has been ok, I'm hungry now but I'm just ready for tea after a long day! I had a car...

Hi guys! Decided to upload my diaries from now on :-) I'm back to pen and paper because well, it worked last time and my apps annoy me! Haha Diary is for tomorrow, here goes nothing! How is everyone? I'm still gymming but my food has been out of whack eek X

Hi everyone! Aw Nikki I've just seen this! Congratulations!! You will have had your bundle of joy by now I really should add you on Facebook or something lol I'm off to orlando in August this year! How is everyone?? I could really do with some help and motivation :-( I feel a bit down...

I've been screwing up for quite a while now, however, I am joining the gym tomorrow!! I kid you not. To be continued!! :)

Yes I've been off plan all weekend, am I sorry, nope! haha I've had a rough few days, I've spent every waking hour of my weekend writing school reports for tomorrow. I'm 100% shattered and pig sick of this and if chocolate is the only thing that will get me through then so be it! lol x

I just jumped on the scales, Another lb off! This weekend I promise not to eat a load of crap! Although I have reports to write so I may end up slipping up a tiny bit! But deffo no takeaway x

Add another 126 cals because I just had some more biscuits! Poop! I need to go shopping x

16/06/16 Breakfast Cheerios and milk 182 Dinner Jacket with cheese and beans 412 Tea Chicken breast and pasta 687 Snacks Biscuits and princles 290 1571 cals 271 cals over

15/6/16 Breakfast Non Dinner Low fat super noodles 332 cals Tea Chicken wings 533 Snacks 1/2 oranges 34 Solero 90 Pringles 192 Biccys 126 1307 cals

I'll update my diary for yesterday later, I did ok :-) Didn't get time for breakfast yesterday morning so was starving by dinner! That rubbish weekend I had and Monday knocked my weight loss back and I'm only just back down to my -4lbs loss! How annoying is that! Not doing that again! X

How's everyone's day been? Mine hasn't been too bad, I'm not eating the 'right' things but I am eating less, I need to cut out some of the rubbish and choose better calories x

Hello birdies! What a day! Busy little bee Anywho here goes Breakfast Cheerios 155 Milk 50 Dinner Bagel 250 Can't believe it's not butter 70 Tea Beef 300 Veg 35 Carrots and swede 54 Gravy 60 Snacks Jacobs salt and vinegar crackers 236 LU biscuit 126 Apple 72 1384 cals 84 over Not...

Oh balls I just had some crisps!

13/06/16 Breakfast Shreddies 144 Milk 25 Dinner Humous 320 Pitta 216 Tea Fillet of fish 276 Aunt Bessie's carrots and swede 54 Veg 35 Snacks OOPS! Mini dark chocolate 83 After 8 squares 160 1299 cals 1 cal left!! Haha Not the best day ever

Hi Nikki! Proper long time no speak! Haha Really good to see you. Oh god my life has probably totally changed since we last spoke. I'm really good thank you :-) Back on the dieting boat haha Are you ok? How's little one? X

So, today is Monday again, Last week I had two bad days!! Better than before where I would have all bad days, lets put a line under it and get back on track. For breakfast I'm going to have some shreddied. Not sure about dinner yet, I've woken up late! Poop! I might take in a load of fruit and...

I feel really sick, I ate a load of chocolate and crisps and just no :-( I just feel sick, like I'm going to barf! Just goes to show doesn't it! Eat crap, feel crap!

I crumbled! So 11/06/16 Breakfast 2 slices of lean bacon and scrambled eggs 120 140 Dinner Nada Tea this is where it all goes wrong! 1 bottle of old mout cider Salt and chilli chips Salt and chilli chicken pieces 3 green and blacks mini chocolate bars 2 after eight squares A handful of...

Weekend! Weekends are always my downfall! I've started the day with lean bacon, no fat and 2 eggs scrambled :-) I defrosted some fish, so will be having fish for T x

So tired! 10/6/16 Breakfast Cheerios and milk 157 Dinner Medium sized white baguette with chipotle chicken and a salad, I called it about 562 cals Tea Bagel with Philly and ham 330 Snacks Orange 62 Apple juice again I didn't know how much, I guessed at 250ml 150 cals Coffee 78 1310 cals...

I jumped on the scales this morning, And it said I'd lost 4lbs! Surely not :-D

There was a strange comment on here earlier haha ok here goes 09/06/16 Breakfast cheerios 132cals milk 25 cals Dinner wholemeal roll 144cals Beef burger 137cals banana 90cals yogurt 141 cals Tea smoked cod fillet 104 mushrooms 21 peppers 37 potato 80 Snacks magnum 260 cracker 94 1264...

How hot and humid and sticky is it today!! I have been dressed in a cow suit all afternoon though haha The things we do! X

Morning! Today I seem to be having lots of my calories for my dinner lol There are two of those burgers leftover from last night, I'm thinking of putting one in for dinner today, staff room will be well jel when I whip out my yummy burger haha I'm feeling good, just haven't got into a...

I'm going to try cracker breads :-)

08/06/16 Let's record my calories before I think of having anymore haha Breakfast cheerios 132 cals milk 25cals Dinner Wholemeal roll 144cals ASDA chicken tikka 50% less fat butty filler - 81 cals banana - 105 cals apple - 72 cals Raspberry yogurt - 130 cals Tea 5% lean mince with garlic and...

Day 4! We're on home made 5% fat beef burgers tonight, I'm a little bit excited haha smell good and I'm well hungry!! Australia is exciting but a bit scary haha It's the flight that's making me nervous, but I'm sure I'll be fine :-) My pal at work is dieting too, she's on day 4 and I...

Urgh I'm finding it so hard to get up in the mornings, proper exhausted! A good day today though, I think I'm booking my Australia flights :-D Nervous, excited! That flight is gonna be a killer! X

07/06/16 Breakfast cheerios 113 cals Semi skimmed milk 50 cals Dinner wholemeal roll 144 cals ham 55 cals philli X light 25 cals banana 105 cals apple 72 cals Tea lettuce 5 cals onions 64 cals mayo 27 cals chicken cooked in chinese 5 spice with garlic and onions - 345 Snacks solero 90 cals...

Yeah :-) And they're really tasty! I like sorbet type things :-)

Yep! Our fan was on, but my husband was hogging it! Lol Ive just eaten a solero and I'm not even sorry! It's 27 degrees :-( too hot for this bird x

Urgh last night was awful! So sticky and hot and urghhhhh Unlike when I've dieted previously, I didn't feel hungry last night :-) I'm gonna weigh myself this morning. See what I come out as Haha

Ok I totally didn't just scoff a mint magnum :eek: whoops, it was pretty delish though, ok here goes, deep breath! Diet day 1 diary Surprised I can still remember how to do this haha 06.06.16 Breakfast nil - must make time! Dinner Moroccan chicken cous cous salad from asda - yack! - 255...

Here to follow :-)

Just done the ASDA shop, £169 later! My husband went mad at me haha And blamed the high price on me buying two bloomin cushions at £7 each haha Anyhow, for tea we're having salmon and I got some makeral from the counter, I've never tried it before so popped that in the oven too :-) Putting...

Just had a proper minging dinner from asda! Moroccan chicken cous cous crap! Haha I need to desperately do a shop X

I've just read through your diary as it was near the top. Only to see your message towards the end, seems such a shame. If it's any consolation you've spurred me on to get back on track. I have 'fat birds can't fly' in cal counting diaries if you fancy a read :-)

Updated my avatar, I'm ready to rumble! America was amazing, are far too much but thankfully didn't put on any weight! Probably all that walking. We have just come back from France from my caravan, it was lush! I'm booking a holiday to Australia for September next week, it's my brothers...

Bah I messed up today! Here goes Coco pops and milk 234 30 Bag of French fries 79 Strawberries 50 1/2 tin spag Bol 173 Chicken dinner and trimmings 500 All was ok up to here Then I had Mince pie (yes I still have xmas food :-/) 5 chocolates 4 biscuits Mini chedders ! FML I lost...

Hiya, Got weighed today at work, I've been doing ok, I just need to remember to log everything, Will post my diary later :-) X

Hi there, Here to follow! Good luck :-)

Today I cooked! I made lots of teas all ready to go from the freezer to the oven, They are all 500 cals per pot/portion :-) Back to work tomorrow, staff inset day, but I can't pissin sleep!!!

Here's Hubby and me! It was about 36 degrees, as you can see no Elvis haha My feet has swollen it was that hot so I kicked off my GORGEOUS heels and walked down bare foot haha Burnt my feet basically! :-D

Hello guys and dolls! I am so glad mini mins is back! It really irritates me that they closed it without the prior warning to be able to say goodbye to you guys! I saw a lot of new year new me stuff over Facebook (as you can imagine) but for myself this really has got to happen. Due to having...

Hey girlies! I'm going to start updating my diaries again, I'm contemplating starting to diet now, I have a Florida holiday in April, and I want to be semi beach ready haha x

Fat birds are back!!!

Haha see Terry Fator! Do not see Criss angel though he's crap haha I've just bought myself my treadmill after umming and ahhing! I'm putting a deposit on a dress tomorrow too I need some more motivation ! Lol x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Yeah between us we've been 4 times ;-) We're staying at either Wynn or the Venetian, Lots of fun! I can't wait Have you been before? X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Oh my gosh!! Amazing :-D Where you getting married? X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Yeahhh ive booked at somewhere called the grove which is 39 mins outside of vegas gorgeous place for the ceremony! Have yet to book flights and hotel though haha Treadmill is £189! Bargain :-) I'll get more use out of it than my gym membership I never use lol x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

I'm buying a treadmill!! :-D Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

People are ARSEHOLES lol Sicily is still booked for us atm, but we're just gonna go vegas now! Sicily was meant to be this big white wedding but no use having such a lavish doo if there's no one around to help celebrate and show off lol Vegas it is! Woo :-D Hopefully will book it soon, And...

Hi there!! I suck I know, I was meant to reply the other day but totally forgot haha Soooo wedding wise, I'm currently in a strop with it all! I'm probably going to have to cancel my wedding in sicily, Basically we never wanted a big white wedding, but we ended up doing for our family, it...

Hey guys! I've got a lot to catch you up on! Will fill you in tonight x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Feeling motivated! I lost no weight before xmas though, But I'm joining back at slimming world tomorrow (y) I need the support of group Gym wise, I'm gonna see how I get on with just eating right for a while How's everyone feeling? X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Soooo update, My bathroom got ripped out last week, and my house is an absolute bomb site there's ***** everywhere!! All my conservatory is piled high full of stuff, driving me bonkers now! All I want to do is sit down and chill haha but there's no where to sit lol x Sent from my iPhone...

Yeah, fully qualified now, I really love teaching, I just wasn't ready to take on the role, I will be by next September , I have a lot going on in my life atm, A masters degree which I've just applied to do, new bathroom being fitted, new wood burning stove being fitted in my conservatory lol...

Cheers :-) Yeah TA, Tbh I'm bored in this role, it's difficult stepping down from being a teacher lol and I picked up on a lots of bad teacher methods already which annoyed me! They've put me with a group in class, and I coach them, but when I'm saying something to them the teacher picks up on...

Welcome back Hun! And hi everyone else I've also taken a bit of time off but I'm back on here now, Bit of an update - I started two new jobs, one as a TA2B in a school for a years contract hopefully that will be extended should I wish to carry on this role, but I want a teacher position by...

Hi there, will update tomorrow ;-) X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

No idea what to get my fella for xmas! Help! Lol x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

I went for a TA2B job today, and got it more or less instantly, Only problem is, it's temporary for a year I think, id have liked it to be permanent incase I fancied staying on for a few years whilst I do my masters degree, they may make me permanent come this time next september, we'll see :-)...

Not at the moment :-) I might get into that starting in jan, I'm enjoying the gym atm, I can't wait until I get in a proper routine! X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Good luck! I'm so nervous about this weight loss business :-/ Joined the gym on Monday! Let's get on it! Lol Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Hi guys! Everything's ok :-) thanks, hope you're well too! I have my last two days on sat and sun, Has this week off, Job interview tomorrow and working teaching on Friday! Woo Packed week, I got another job too, weekend job working in a cafe :-) Weight wise, I have stayed the same :-) I...

2 days in school today and tomorrow then off with NCS programme again, off to Wales doing bits n bobs, Any idea how I can overcome the barrier of being catered for over there, it's all junk food and stodge! :-/ X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Slimming world, Yeah, I've laid off a lot of carbs, No rice or pasta recently, just too much sugar :-/ I need to nip it in the bud x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

0.5lbs down haha I had two takeaways and two bags of chocolate this week plus baileys whoops!! Haha Next week will be better x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Frankinstein - 2lbs down, 19lbs to go Lisa123 - 1.5lbs down,12.5lbs to go BlondieSam - 0lbs down, 21.8 to go Jmv127 - 0lbs down, 14lbs to go Veggie_Girl - 2.2lbs down, 18.8lbs to go Blondcat - 0lbs down, 16lbs to go CURVYlicious - 0lbs down, 22lbs to go Hoz - 7lbs down, 8lbs to go...

I did wonder why I wasn't as stressed lol I've just spent £53 on stamps... Flipping heck!! Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Yeah 29tj July :-) Omg I'm full on panic stricken haha There's loads to do! And not enough time lol I feel sick!!!! Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Haha Hope so! I'm sending all my wedding invites out tomorrow ! Eek Exciting lol I'm thinking of taking out a loan, to pay for a wood burning stove to be fitted, buy a new bathroom and possibly buy my wedding dress eep, I might buy it a size or 2 smaller, then I HAVE to get smaller haha x...

Yeah is a decent thing when I come to try again for a baby, that's if I'm ovulating, But I went more or less a full year without periods lol x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Aw thanks guys ;-) I'm not even meant to get the things! I have PCOS lol and this is the 5th one I have had, in the last 5 months completely regular which is really bizarre, My boyfriend topped up my waterbottle this morning whilst I was still asleep and slipped it in, but I think he scolded...

Just rammed some neurofen down my throat lol I actually wanted to crush it and sniff it to get it flowing in the bloodstream quicker haha but I did think that could be strange lol I'm feeling better now, I've got a hot brew, a blanket, a cocker spaniel, hot water bottle and one of those heat...

Oh my god, Monthly Aunt Flo, I feel like my vagina fell out and it's dragging along the floor! I'm in excruciating pain!! ***** ******!!! Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

My friends car has just been hit! I had to laugh a little, karma made an appearance quicker than I thought it would :-O Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Frankinstein - 1.5lb down, 19.5lbs to go Lisa123 - 1.5lbs down,12.5lbs to go BlondieSam - 0lbs down, 21.8 to go Jmv127 - 0lbs down, 14lbs to go Veggie_Girl - 2.2lbs down, 18.8lbs to go Blondcat - 0lbs down, 16lbs to go CURVYlicious - 0lbs down, 22lbs to go Hoz - 5lbs down, 10lbs to go...

My posts keep messing up !

People are irritating lol Thank you :-) I hope so! Last night I had a weird dream I was in a country pub with josh (fiancé) and a few other friends, and it was summer, I walked outside into a small village surrounded in other pubs,and they surrounded me, and at the pubs a wedding was taking...

No idea why I put 6th may, lol 6th November haha x Fat birds can't fly

She's just rang me, The position is only for 2 weeks haha and she's quitting her full time job for it lol! So she over exaggerated on the job for a term basis and a job at another school after that lol However, she's just said a head from another school will be observing her lesson, to see if...

She didn't bloody turn up lol apparently her interview lasted 4 hours!! Yeah friggin right, She's a compulsive liar, I don't believe a word I never do lol x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Yeah, she's infuriating! She's coming here in a few minutes after her meeting with the head! I will be biting my tongue that hard I'll probably draw blood lol Her parents are extremely rich, multimillionaires infact, she's been so so privileged in her upbringing, :-/ spoilt brat! Sent from...

He nibbles fingers, runs away when you're telling him off lol thinks the sofa and my bed is his domain haha he's just cocky he's always been treated as a dog, I never normally dress him up but this is his halloween outfit lol I have a cocker spaniel too, and she's taught him to be naughty haha...

Haha you can have him, he's a little bugger!! Proper naughty boy lol Diet went off rails for a while but I didn't gain much weight back, I started again at slimming world two weeks ago, put on 0.5 in my first week lol then lost 1.5 in my second haha not much but for the amount I had eaten it...

Hi guys, I've calmed down now lol Pug picture wise haha no it's not mine it's a random one online, but I do have a pug! Picture attached lol Mr Winston Dougal Doyle :-) Why I was furious! Well, my best friend and myself both completed our PGCE at the same time but different uni's however...

I AM FURIOUS!!! Too mad to type :-@ Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

People who are asking to join, you dnt need to ask :-) just press quote and add yourselves to the bottom, Remember to remove the (quote) at either sides of the paragraph first though, I've stayed the same for a while now :-( I need a rocket up my bum x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Difficult, It's a scout camp you see, and we're packing light :-/ I've had to buy, rice, porridge, mints, nuts, chocolate, All the things you don't want to eat whilst on slimming world, I'm gonna just have to chin it up and get on with it, and just write today and tomorrow off, :-/ Get back...

Aw it was quite nice being back at group :-) I have come down with a cold, Pissin hell! I'm camping out all weekend, no idea what to do about food lol I'm gonna get supplies tomorrow but I'm a not sure how to cope lol It's a scouting thing, The other leaders are taking lots of meat and...

I'm going camping this weekend what should I do food wise :-/ x

I started at slimming world today! :-) 12 weeks or so until Christmas, Let's get the flab off! Lol x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Sat at slimming world, With about 6 babies of a similar age, around 6 months, and I am now so very broody! X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Not bad tbh, I'm joining slimming world tomorrow morning, I'm thinking that the group support will do me good, seen as I'm job hunting atm and having virtually no social interaction lol x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

I'd love to be 9 stone 5 haha X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Yeah that's true! Not like a fat blob haha I need a full time job, Supply work sucks!! I have applied to 3 today, I just hope they get back to me x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Ermmmm lol Had another bad day :-/ Pretty poo! However, I've still stayed the same, I'll be back on it today :-) I might make some juices x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Ate all the wrong things this weekend, Why is it weekends I always mess up :-/ blah! Well here goes for a fresh week :-) X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Yeah, Except I had a bad weekend haha I'm trying to reel it in today, But I had Burger King on Friday and a chinese and 3 bulmers last night!! Granted yesterday I spent all day baking a bloody cake I didn't eat from 7pm til 3pm :-/ X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

I'm back on track today, I had a stay the same from the scales, Isn't too shabby, I've got a cake to do tonight after work, eep! I really can't be bothered though, Last cake I'm ever doing! X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Got some new batteries! Yesterday though, I had like a calzone from the take away :-/ And tonight, I've had a bag of white choc giant buttons, Yesterday I was like 1800 odd calories, maybe more, probably more ! Lol Today, God knows, I never had breakfast or dinner, just eaten rubbish...

Painnnnn :-/ And to top it off, the batteries in my scales died two days ago and now I'm starting to have a mild breakdown because I don't know what I weigh!! Haha X <TTStyledTextFrame: 0x14da7b20>

Headache from hell!! Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Breakfast 2 nectarines 120 cals Dinner Lettuce Mayo Beef Bag of crisps 316 cals Tea Sticky chicken and noodles 548 cals Snacks Ice cream in a cone 460 cals 1444 cals 244 over

God all I want is sweet stuff! :-/ X

Hi guys, I'm getting married end of July 2015 in Sicily! I have 6 stone to lose! Blimey :-/ My first mini goal is -21lbs by Xmas, then join the gym in the new year and hit it hard!! I'll be back in the UK after my wedding on the 8th August wearing my dress again for my evening reception...

I'm still awake, I'm in pain :-/ Just a constant full ache, driving me mad! On the plus side, my belly looks quite flat because I haven't been off the loo all day!! Lol Urgh tmi haha So there are 14 weeks until Xmas My mini goal is -21lbs by Xmas, I've lost 3 of those so far, so another...

Felt like poo all day! Breakfast 2x boiled eggs 2xcups of tea 263 cals Dinner Nil Tea Steak 205 cals Snacks Brownie Crisps Ice cream 874 cals 1342 cals 142 over It's not massively bad, I ate all the wrong things though, felt ill all day very nauseous, and just been on the loo :-/...

Two cups of tea, Two boiled eggs and a brownie I've had today, :-/ I suppose I haven't overindulged, But I shouldn't have eaten the brownie, however, I am in excruciating pain and I think I deserved it lol I'm having a steak with carrots for tea, don't think I'll be eating anything else on...

I have a lot to go until I'm at my big goal, I get married next year too, and I don't want to be a fat bride :-( It's weekends that kill me! I end up eating loads of rubbish X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Yeah, apparently it's all the hormones, always had bad tummies whilst I've been on, bright side, that may help weight loss haha x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Urgh,, I didn't sleep, and I'm in agony now, like excruciating, and I can't get off the toilet :-/ Yeah it's a good sign for having kids etc Just so so painful! I don't remember them being this painful, that's me on the couch with a hot water bottle all day :-/ X Sent from my iPhone using...

Frankinstein - 3lbs down, 18lbs to go Lisa123 - 1.5lbs down,12.5lbs to go BlondieSam - 0lbs down, 21.8 to go Jmv127 - 0lbs down, 14lbs to go I just weighed in, 3lbs down from last week, Woo :-) Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

It's strange though, I have PCOS and really I'm not meant to get them haha But suddenly they have become extremely regular :-S am I fixed haha X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

In agony :-/ Hate this! Just want to sleep :'-( Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Oh my gosh lol I have eaten rubbish today, I feel sick And to top it off, I've just come on :-/ This is the 4th one I have had in the last 4 months, I was happier not having them! Lol Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

:-) Frankinstein - 0lbs down, 21lbs to go Lisa123 - 1.5lbs down,12.5lbs to go Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

So, after alcohol and burger fuelled night, time to get back on the diet today! I feel rotten, my insides are melting! Lol I'm gonna make the slimming worlds Donna style meat for tea :-) And maybe have a juice for dinner We'll see! X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Oh man I feel sick! Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Friends birthday, mass drinking sess lol I've just eaten THREE jam donuts!! Omg! Omg!!! And now my boyfriend is making sausage and bacon Butties, No way am I actually gonna do this! So today has been messed up lol I mean I knew it would have been, I'm gonna be out from 1 til 1am x Sent...

To early for a saturdayyyyy I've been up half hour, I'm taking scout the cocker spaniel to the groomers at 9am, Then at around 1ish, I'm off to Manchester for a days boozing and eating, omg lol X Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

Sure Done :-) Frankinstein - 0lbs down, 21lbs to go Lisa123 - 0lbs down, 14lbs to go Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins

I'm not sure if there's one of these floating about or not, if so ignore me Haha But I'll start I want to lose 21lbs before the 25tj December :-) Just hit quote delete the quote bits and carry on underneath :-) Frankinstein - 0lbs down, 21lbs to go

I'll do today's cals now, seen as I've just got home from walking the dog :-) Breakfast 2 boiled eggs Strawberries 186 cals Dinner Nil Tea Steak Slimming world chips - I had carbs! Lol quite a lot but I was craving something naughty on a Friday 598 cals including butter and rapeseed oil...

I have really bad lighting in my room, so I went over to the window with the eyeliner in one hand and my mirror in the other and sweeped it past my curtains :-( Looks stupid ! BAHH My house looks good though, nearly done :-) just dusting downstairs, got majority of my washing done too woo! On a...

In blitzing my house, curtains bedding in wash the lot! I got some liquid eyeliner on my curtains though a little while back and they haven't come out in the wash :-/ They're lovely next curtains and I'm miffed how do I get it out ? x

Alright my cals for the day Breakfast 2 eggs scrambled Banana 245 Dinner and tea Chippy and a t-cake Bag of sweets 1453 cals 1698 cals 498 over Not entirely sure how accurate this is, I counted a thousand for the chippy but it wasn't a massive portion of chips, half a cones worth...

Yeah, Deffo a slimming world special isn't it! Oh my god, I still feel so so ill, like really rough :-/ bloated belly, I felt like pulling my car over to puke earlier too, carbs man! They're bad! X

I caved... I had a chip butty from the chippy and a small bag of sweets off the market, I feel sick now though... Gonna go for a swim tonight :-)

I want chocolate, and I want chocolate now! Lol And a baguette with butter on hahaha! Must not cave! Must not cave, must not cave, So on Saturday I'm off out all day in manchester for a friends birthday, we'll be out till late eating and drinking! Which means I'll probably end up drunk but...

I didn't go to that TA job, However, my references have finally all been cleared and I have work on supply next week! Woo x

All I want is chocolate lol! X

Haha I did a bit of googling :-) and modified it to paleo ! Cauliflower can do amazing things lol Anyhow here's today's diary Breakfast Sweet potato hash browns with ham and an egg 251 Dinner I was craving carbs so I ended up sticking a jacket potato in, better than having a pie! Lol I...

Sticky sesame chicken with 'rice' Haha Wash the cauliflower, Break it into bits and put it in a blender, I used my juicer, you want it as 'dry' as possible, Whilst that's whizzing away I whacked a carrot in the whizzer, along with ginger root, I then chopped and fried onion, chillie...

It does doesn't it :-) Well actually it's not haha Well it kinda is, Basically the 'rice' is made of cauliflower, and the sauce that's with my chicken is super healthy all natural ingredients, and tastes amazing! X

This is tonight's tea Anyone guess what it is ;-) X

God, having no job is really pissing me off now, I'm craving carbs and sugar! I want a twin a Mars bar, some crisps. Omg a crisp butty! Lol X

My boyfriend really wanted to go to Vegas this weekend to see Mr Olympia, I've been looking for cheap flights all day, dreaming lol x

They get 12 grand to plan a wedding and buy everything, 12 grand could not have gone on that! What an utter idiot! I would seriously go mad, Thank god I'm planning mine! Lol x

He hosted the wedding on some dirty factory roof... What a twit!

Oh my gosh!!! Just watched don't tell the bride from last night, That groom was an utter jackass!! X

I might just have to try them when I next go shopping I'll be sure to pick some up :-) Today's food as follows Breakfast 2 large eggs Ham 350 cals Dinner Sweet potato and houmous 256 cals Tea Lean mince Egg Onion Chillie Rapeseed oil Mushroom Passata I made like burgers and put...

Never tried almond milk, I've tried soy milk and I'm really not keen haha I've just made these Ham in a muffin tray then an egg on top and baked Yum :-) X

Yeah, But it's not just about losing the weight, It's about reducing my risk of diabetes, and turning some of the side effects of PCOS on it's head, PCOS means you become insulin resistant, It's not processed properly and your body produces too much testosterone, which in turn doesn't release...

Ok guys So day 1 as follows I'm doing paleo, but I'm also counting my cals to keep me in check Breakfast Cucumber Kale Spinach Lemon Two apples I juiced this and it was quite nice 209 calories Mid morning snack Some beef from the night before 127 calories Dinner Kale 66 Coconut oil...

I do not like beetroot!

Yeah :-) I am ! I'm experimenting, but I feel quite timid lol 'Can I have that, is that ok' haha

Mmmmm yum, Green vomit looking substance haha

So I had a massive set back this weekend, :-/ I ate far too much, I felt lethargic, rubbish, and generally down in the dumps because of it, I like slimming world I love it infact but because I have PCOS it's not the best for me, I decided to research best possible diet and I bought a juicer...

So ridiculous!! But, see before I would have also pigged out the following day and not confessed my syns, So I'm confessing and I'm gonna try and have zero syns today until Wednesday weigh in :-) x

Been ok so far today ;-) I made another cake, And the customer for the teddy bear cake love it, Picture above if you missed it :-) My boyfriend made me boiled eggs on toast with a bowl of strawberries and grapes :-D Yum ! X

I messed up yesterday, I had a nandos, with houmous, chips and then pick mix at the cinema with full fat fanta!! Ahhhh Well today I'm back at it this morning, I do have that meal tonight though, so I'm thinking steak and a jacket, No oil no butter no dressing on salad, (Y) X

Just realised his eyes are shut haha X

My 'ever so loving fiancé' has just come home and with him two ice creams!!! He's fresh from work so looks a mess haha But I screeched at him 'IM ON A DIET!!' He then proceeded to eat them Infront of me, feeling a bit sorry for himself haha I'm gonna enjoy my nandos later though :-) Yum! X

Yesterday's diary btw :-) Not going out for tea to the place we were going to, instead gonna go nandos then Piccys to see guardians of the galaxy Wooo I've got another cake to do for tomorrow night, in the shape,of a cow! lol X

Here's the finished cake :-) X

Here's the rest of the family lol I'm gonna add party hats and little details to them tomorrow :-) Waiting for the cake to finish cooking so I can scarper to bed! X

Yeah true, Decisions ! Lol I'm making a teddy bear picnic cake tonight for Saturday :-) X

Rate per day for an NQT is £90 per day 8:30 til 3:30, Which is more than I've ever been on, it's just obviously getting the work guaranteed x

The supply agency would boost my confidence as far as teaching goes, My last PGCE placement was horrendous, and I'm Deffo not ready to have my own class tbh, But I need a wage that will be reliable Just bluergh racking my brain, X

Tell me about it haha My advisor at the agency just basically said, she can get me loads of TA work, if I wanted, and ease me into the teaching again, I'm worried if I take the TA job permanently then I'll lose my teaching schwang haha If I get an interview I'll go for it, but I reckon I'll...

Dilemma! I've just been rang up about a Teaching Assistant job close-by to where I live. I applied to it a while ago, and they were asking if I was still interested as they're short listing, I'm a qualified teacher now, and it's just like, do I take this job (if I get an interview and...

Dreaming of a bag of crisps lol I'm craving bad stuff today! Day 4 of diet and all I want is chocolate and crisps lol They say 2 weeks on a new diet plan for your body to adjust and cravings to subside..slightly lol

Well I messed up from my last posts, I went all the way back up to 16stone, I'm at 15.13 now, Heading down, and been on slimming world since Monday:-) x

My diary for the day :-) Not bad not bad ! I'm off out Friday and Saturday night for food, However, Friday night is just one of those cheap places, so I'm gonna get a jacket tatty and beans or a steak and a jacket, I won't ask for any oils on it etc Saturday however, we're off to somewhere...

I know ! Lol I've put it with mash, carrots onions and broccoli :-D Hubby to be has Deffo got a girl who can cook haha Super healthy too! Real good :-D

Go on, how many peoples mouths are watering haha

It's in the American slimming world recipe section, It hit the sweet spot, and had a nice taste but texture wasn't cake like haha I'm gonna try the blueberry muffins next :-) Ooooo my beef is nearly done! I'm excited it looks amazing haha x

Here's the 3 syn carrot cake lol it's not toooo bad

Double posted for some reason lol I have a bit of a headache, I really need to drink more x

Brill :-) I haven't eaten loads though, But for tea tonight I have a big beef joint :-D x

Cheers :-) I do on the weekends occasionally, Most of my friends have kids now, like 2 each, it's crazy haha the others work around the clock and we can only slip each other in every now and again for a quick brew, getting older sucks haha X

Day 3, I couldn't resist, I jumped on the scales, And from Monday I have dropped 2lbs, whether that's fluctuation I don't care haha I think I'll weigh in on a Wednesday morning from now on, post my updates on here and then record my monthly weight loss in my book :-) Just to see I am actually...

Day 2, Not bad :-) my carrot cake was tasty just a bit sloppy lol x

I'm just making some slimming world style carrot cake :-) 3 syns per square, I'm craving sugar, so I hope this quenches it lol x

Here's a picture from the weekend of me and hubby to be! :-) He needs NEEDS a haircut!!! I'm not marrying him with his napoleon dynamite hair!

Oh wow, I need to start squatting!

Thank you :-) I feel it too! Raring to go lol I woke up, I wasn't bloated, or still feeling full, I was just fine :-) We're having salmon for tea tonight, I'm gonna put loads of veg with it As for today, I'm gonna strim the garden and do some washing, I'm waiting on my supply agency for my...

Day 1 Back on slimming world I know I didn't have any dinner, but I wasn't hungry, or doing anything so I didnt fancy any Please excuse my handwriting haha

I only counted it as 0.5 of a syn if it isn't free anyhow :-) So it's not too bad, I had 8 syns today so that's alright x

Wow, Best SPag Bol I have ever made haha Wedding is July 29th eeeeee excited ! X

I think ill do it monthly, I've set myself mini goals, I want two stone off by xmas, I'm just cooking a nice Spag Bol :-) syn free basically, bar the purée x

Erm lol X I had two birthdays last week, a visit to Liverpool, and a weekend at two friends house which all led to eating out, I've never eaten out as much in my life! As of this morning I've started recording properly in my book, I ordered £70 worth of meat from the meat man and it's all very...

I'm in love <3

Urgh tell me about it, god, bread really is one of the baddest foods out there as far as sore tummy goes lol I just made myself a new little book to record my days diary in, what I'll do is write it down and take a picture and upload to here, I'm gonna try and weigh in monthly, I want to not...

I'm starting slimming world tomorrow :-) I know I enjoy that diet, but I want to cut a lot of the starchy carbs out X

I didn't do too bad today...until I baked a chocolate cake and had scrap with double cream ! And my fella decided to drown my steak in garlic butter lol brilliant.... I might jump back on the slimming world wagon, and cut out the carbs which is basically what I'm doing now, but atleast on...

Aw thank you :-) Got them! X

Aw yeah I do, how do you send stuff over :-) That'd be brill X

26/08/2014 Right this is what I'm gonna do, I'm gonna calorie count but I'm cutting carbs, after a days reading on paleo, I'm gonna take elements from it but in order to make sure I am not overeating good foods, I will plot my calories, something on other diets I have done is difficult. I'm...

It's kinda like eating tasteless frogspawn, I imagine it's better if I put it with something else? or cooked with it? I like the way it looks, can you do anything with the skin? x

I'm gonna continue my diary on here, just because, it's really long now and I like it over here haha I've had a look on the paleo bit, and I've spent today reading about it, so far i've had 3 eggs, and some cooked chicken, and then I tried a dragonfruit yack! lol x

Meat, veg, fruit, nuts, seeds, eggs and high fat dairy I've literally woken up though thinking omg what do can I even eat lol x

I'll let you know how I get on tomorrow haha X

Eaten crap all day, and feel crap, and so do my bowels! Today I am sorting my cupboard out, I'm getting rid of all the processed **** foods and having a go at paleo, all or nothing now! X

Aw cheers, yeah, July 29th 2015 :-) Not far off! But my body is currently far off! I'm attempting slimming world again today, I need to get a grip, I know I don't want to look like a fat bride but I think In my mind I'm thinking 'oh I'll diet like a month before and all will be fine' when I...

Since returning from holiday, and for the last two weeks i have been on a program called NCS looking after kids and being catered for food wise, I can't keep on board with my diet :-/ and I've put a stone back on! So easily :-/ I need to get back on it, you'd think getting married would be...

So Florida was amazing, and yes I ate far too much :-/ bit gutted really, I didn't want to gain much but I reckon I have completely shattered my weight loss! First day back on it tomorrow :-) I have 12 months exactly to lose 4 stone! Thinking of the wedding now! X

Had my nails done ;-)

Florida woo!

I've bought loads of dresses for holiday! I'm officially sorted :-) I got the floral one :-D So excited now! I'm gonna go gym up until Thursday! Gonna wash and iron everything for Friday, well excited now Wheeeeee X

Yeah I like the floral one too! I'll have to see what they have tomorrow in Manchester :-) I'm hosting a party tonight, a burn party to celebrate graduating haha I made a little cakeypoo So cute! Having a few drinks, nibbles and sausage Butties off the BBQ, I'm gonna get a gazebo shortly I...

Omg it's so humid! I've gardened all day, tired now lol Off to weigh in later, but I'm contemplating leaving it until tomorrow morning haha! I am exhausted! Having a celebration party on Friday, I'm gonna try and be good, because I'm really trying to be syn free until next Friday when I go...

So yesterday, I just relaxed haha! X

Well, yesterday was my last day at uni, I am very happy with my outcomes, now just to graduation at the end of the month. I'm currently sat at home, chilled, watching thumbelina on Netflix haha!! I'm so relaxed ahhh!! Gym later, and maybe a swim, I need a new cossie though, mine shows too much...

At this particular placement the children are from a general poorer area, they are very street wise and know a lot, They really appreciate the littlest of things you do for them, very smart kids too! We had a party on Friday and they all brought loads of food in, it was lovely, My gifts...

Two weeks until Florida :-) My mums wedding cake I made lol X I hadn't properly aligned this so that's why there is a wonky pillar haha

Aw thank you! I just applied to two schools, fingers crossed, I had a morning just me and my kids today, really enjoyed working with them, they have got me some lovely gifts, brilliant bunch of kids! We had a party watching frozen and Lego movie haha loads of cakes chocolates etc Brill...

Has chinese last night to celebrate my PGCE success, I now feel as sick as a dog lol x

Haha Finished that top layer now, just 3 more huge cakes to go and 50 cupcakes :-/ fml! I always take too much on! X

I'm not weighing this week! Because, I know I've put on :-/ Today and yesterday were the only two days I stuck to it since last Friday :-/ Weigh in next week (y) X

Top tier of my mums wedding cake for Saturday, this one is a fruit cake so I'm making it in advance :-) I have two more tiers to make, and a grooms cake plus 50 cupcakes :-/ friggin hell lol X

Now that I have my grades I feel a little more confident, but it's a bloomin hard job :-/ I don't know if I can hack it haha x

I feel so sick! I celebrated this weekend, which meant I ate off plan for the best part of it and now I feel crap because of it :-/ I'm joining the gym for the next 3 weeks tomorrow, gonna go after school to try and get a loss on Wednesday! Probably won't lol I'd be happy with a stayed the...

I'm almost in the 14's down from the 16's oh I am happy! But I've had two slips this week, and I'm paying for it now because my gut is aching :-/ I ate a lot of chocolate last night, 1/2 pizza, cider and some chicken goujons lol I feel sick still now! I have, I am glad to say, passed my...

Weighed in at slimming world and was 15st1.5 woohoo

3.5lbs off for me, nearly in the 14's down from the 16's woo lol 1.4stone lost altogether x

I'm almost in the 14's! Weigh in later, jumped on the scales this am and was 15.3 so here's hoping next week I'll be in the 14's or bang on 15stonr

7 more get ups for me, next week mon - fri and thurs and fri this week! My tutors visit is on Monday, I am bricking it haha my final ever grade! Fml X

10 days of PGCE left! Fml better go quick now x

Just making a syn free lemon cake ;-) long ass method for cooking it, I hope it turns out ok x

11 days left in school :-D

3lbs off this week, Woo !

3 off for me! X

Oh my god, I can't cope :-/ Only just getting in bed and masses of teaching tomorrow and things to be expected on people's desk! I can't keep up it's too much!! Constantly too much X

13 days left of PGCE hell! Feck me this needs to hurry the feck up!!! X

Well tonight I have made some 3 syn Marshmellows and a syn free cous cous cake haha I'm gonna try and cut down on syns 3 weeks before I go away, I want to get rid of another stone before then, I go Florida in just under 5 weeks, far too excited!! But I wanna fit in my shorts lol X

Oh my gosh! How exciting!! I'm far too excited! More so when I'm done with this PGCE, it's really busting my balls now, I'm exhausted all the time x

I'm back on it today! After a good two weeks off it! I have 'only' gained 4lbs in that time but I know if I continue to eat loads, I'll put it back on, however I still have time from now until Wednesday to shed these 4 lbs so I'm on it today! Tbh! Although I love eating crap, like most people, I...

4lbs on :-/ Poop

I feel so crap :-/