Well done on refusing Mary!
Not good news with Grandad
He has cancer of the liver & lung. Yesterday was not a good day at all. Basically the scan he had last week which showed his pneumonia couldnt show the cancer as the pneumonia was hiding it but the scan he had yesterday, a full body one revealed it. From what the doctors can determine at this time is that it'll be untreatable and it'll be a case of making him 'comfortable' :cry: To say I was devestated would be an understatement.
They can't do a biopsy as his red cells are so low if they did he'd bleed to death. They've taken him off certain medications and are keeping him in still. He might be home the weekend. He made progress today and the physio had him up and walking. I went to see him yesterday and he was ok, still having a laugh and a joke which is a positive.
Because they can't do a biopsy it means we have to wait untill the 20th untill they surgeons can have a 'meeting' and discuss his case and bascially if there is anything they can do. Work were v.kind last night and let me and Stevie go 2hours early - my job is the worst place ever when you've got something on your mind all I could do was sit and think about it. But we have to be positive. He's made progress today theres nothing to say he can't keep fighting for a little longer.
Food yesterday :hmm:
Wednesday 14th December
B- 1/2 slice toast 50
peanut butter 45
banana 90
L- meal out...
starter: scallops & chorizo (4 of each) (200)
main: butternut squash & goats cheese rissotto (400)
desert: shared an apple crumble with vanilla icecream (250)
(guesstimated these calories by looking at stuff online)
*2 fox's praline biscuits 130
*options hot choc 40
D- had in work: meanies 83
2x satsumas 50
geo bar 130
*when I got home:
*3/4 of a galaxy ripple 130
*chunk of cheese 120
*2slices roast chicken 44
Total = 1,762
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Today, went for a run, well, more of a swim! Only a 4miler though, i just didn't feel up to it. Kind of lost my motivation lately, wish it would hurry up & come back! I blame christmas!!!
Thursday 15th December
*4miler 46mins pace 11:30p/mile
B- porridge 287
*advent choc 42
*slice of roast chicken 22
L- 4cream crackers 132
olives 44
pickled egg 100
2cheese triangles 40
cherry toms 10
cucumber 5
beetroot 50
yog 70
praline biscuit 65
D- minted lamb big soup 228
wm roll 169
2x satsumas 50
meanies 83
Total = 1,397
Edit: total cals for past 7days are 10,988
538 more than weekly allowed but thats not including the calories burnt this week from running.
