When i first embarked on weight loss seriously a few yrs ago i was at the end of what now seems to have been a very long tether, i walked in to work one day burst into tears and just mentally collapsed. nobody had ever seen me cry or realised that i was anything but happy, not even my own family . luckily enough i managed to get into my gp's that day who referred me for an urgent psych assessment, they came to my house and diagnosed me with moderate depression, i was deemed a risk to my self and medication prescribed on a weekly basis due to the increased risk of an overdose,.I felt totally hopeless, it took me 4 months to return to work and was the start of a huge change in my life. One of the things i did was counselling and like you i had done it before and was convinced it would not work but let me assure you it has come on a long way.
I learnt a lot about myself and how I react. Consider giving it another try, i am sure you will find it will help you, this time you are choosing to do it not being made to do it and that will make a big difference
My weight loss failed that time due to many things mostly a sense that i don't deserve to be happy , and i equate slim with happy, that i can't shake off, but as a result of the counselling i have managed to keep my head above the water this time and have a much more positive approach.
Consider talking to your dr and asking to be referred it might just help xxx
Much love hershey and i am always willing to listen xx
she saw us coming but just stood there! Umm... MOVE!! 
