londongirl12
Full Member
Tomorrow morning I will begin CD and hopefully it will be the start of a big transformation for me.
I have a LOT to loose, about 7 stone! But this time I am absolutely determined. Can't believe how I have got to this weight but I think it is actually easier to put on quite a bit of weight then some try to make out.
Anyway I am 30 (sob sob) I have an ok job, great friends, lots of nice clothes which I no longer fit in to and a supportive family. My weight has gone up and down over the last 10 years, probably the smallest I have managed to get down to is a small 14- not sure how much I weighed at this point? But I do know I felt great!
Alas like many on here I comfort eat and when relationships have ended or work or studying has got too stressfull I have turnt to food, bread being my fave!
I have noticed in the last year which has brought a lot of changes to my life, mainly positive but stressful all the same I have began to binge eat. As such I reckon my best bet is to avoid all food for a little while. I realise this doesn't sound healthy at all but I think a meal replacement plan is best for me at the moment.
Last few months I have been away a lot and had lots of social things so have waited for everything to calm down a bit so I can do this properly with no interuptions!
So tomorrow I start and am therefore grazing away tonight finishing everything in the fridge!
I am feeling excited, nervous, anxious and everything in between. I have decided to tell my friends that I am simply cutting out the booze for 6 months as I find when I mention I am on any type of diet they seem to insist on trying to get me to cheat... little sods! I have only told my Mum and my Sister who both think I am brave haha!
I really HAVE to do this, I am miserable the way I am and my confidence has rocketed and as shallow as it sounds I really, really love clothes, not just in a Topshopy/Asos kind of way, I love design and fabric and everything and I want to be able to wear what I love.
I have been reading over a few diary entries on here for the last few weeks and they really are inspirational. Any support or advice would be great
I just have 2 questions:
1) My mum has got me some glucose tablets as she said they will help if I feel faint during long shifts at work, anyone know if these will ruin the plan and weight loss?
2) I know there can be issues with bad breath etc.. on any diet, if I buy sugar free polos will this mess up my plan?
Sorry for the extra long post, the rest will be shorter. I will be updating this with moaning, rants and weigh in results from now on.
Good Luck everyone
CC xx