Time for a long and rambling post ...... 
Well, Ive counted up my packs and if I restart properly tomorrow I have enough packs left to go straight ss until I see my lovely CDC on July 2nd.
Ive not been to see her this month at all mainly due to finances and somehow I have made do with the packs I still had in the cupboard.
For the whole of June I have messed about on and off the diet ... on for a few days then off for a few days. Have a day with one maybe two packs before I give in and eat!
It can't possibly be doing my body any good let alone my head and my rather tight bank balance!!
I know I always say it but I really need to pull myself together and get the motivation that most of you have on here (donna
) so can I please have MAJOR positive vibes sent my way??? Either major vibes or get those steel toe capped boots on ready to kick my ass! 
Thanks guys .. I depend on your support and you have all been fab so far ....




Ramble over!
xx
Well, Ive counted up my packs and if I restart properly tomorrow I have enough packs left to go straight ss until I see my lovely CDC on July 2nd.
Ive not been to see her this month at all mainly due to finances and somehow I have made do with the packs I still had in the cupboard.
For the whole of June I have messed about on and off the diet ... on for a few days then off for a few days. Have a day with one maybe two packs before I give in and eat!
It can't possibly be doing my body any good let alone my head and my rather tight bank balance!!
I know I always say it but I really need to pull myself together and get the motivation that most of you have on here (donna
Thanks guys .. I depend on your support and you have all been fab so far ....
Ramble over!
xx