TracyJ
Gold Member
Hi all.
Well a stuck to my shakes 100% with no cheating and stuck to my refeed perfectly and to the letter!
However i have now done something very silly
I went out last night for the first time since finishing LT and so i could drink, the first drink i struggled with which was good as i wanted to take it easy! then the 2nd, 3rd etc went down very very easily...too easily!
Dont get me wrong i am a very sensible person and knew i had to be careful i just didnt realise how careful...i made it to the club only to spend my time in a toilet cubical if you get what i mean?? and today a cant move without being sick! I have seriously never felt this ill in my life and i have had some hangovers (i drank much less that i usually would have)
I feel angry with myself for being bloody stupid when everybody told me to be carful (my mum is always right!) and i wanted to warn absolutely everbody to be sooooo careful when they have a drink for the first time...so please guys listen and dont be stupid like me!!!!!
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Well a stuck to my shakes 100% with no cheating and stuck to my refeed perfectly and to the letter!
However i have now done something very silly
I went out last night for the first time since finishing LT and so i could drink, the first drink i struggled with which was good as i wanted to take it easy! then the 2nd, 3rd etc went down very very easily...too easily!
Dont get me wrong i am a very sensible person and knew i had to be careful i just didnt realise how careful...i made it to the club only to spend my time in a toilet cubical if you get what i mean?? and today a cant move without being sick! I have seriously never felt this ill in my life and i have had some hangovers (i drank much less that i usually would have)
I feel angry with myself for being bloody stupid when everybody told me to be carful (my mum is always right!) and i wanted to warn absolutely everbody to be sooooo careful when they have a drink for the first time...so please guys listen and dont be stupid like me!!!!!
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