Hey everyone,
I've spoken to Mini about my thread. It was deleted because I accidentally breached the rules regarding posting threads. So that's why it was gone as quick as it came up.
Anyway, I'm not going to go on about the mishap we all probably know about by now, but all I'm going to say is that it upset me and just made me feel a bit crappy to the point that I felt the support had gone for me.
I don't want to leave but what's the point in coming to somewhere if you're going to feel uncomfortable and paranoid about what to post?
Anyway, as it stands, I've got yet another problem going on which means that I've had to come off LT yet again. I didn't say anything because I didn't want people thinking I was just getting ridiculous. I'm feeling so completely depressed about the whole thing. Feels like I take one step forward and two steps back.
The money I had for my LT has gone. I had debt collectors after me and I had to pay my debt off or I'd have ended up in court.
So I'm having to find the money somewhere else to fund my LT. It's my birthday on Sunday, so I'm hoping I'll get some birthday money from people so I can put that towards my diet. I wasn't even bothered about my birthday. I know I'd said I was wanting to come off for my birthday, but I didn't want it to be this way. So my birthday feels tainted now especially as I'd geared myself up and had mentally prepared myself to sail through it with my shakes.
I am however on the plus side making sure that I'm eating properly so that once I get back on, I'm not having to lose yet more weight.
Thank you all so much for being concerned about me and I really do appreciate it. I'm sorry for being such a whiner, just so fed up. Wish I could win the lottery to buy enough LT to last my whole journey lol.