thanks helen. she really really is
well i was lying in bed this morning and taking stock of how much time i have left before my wedding and how much weight i have to lose still and my stomach nearly came out through my ears (i know, bad imagery, but still) so i'm having to take stock again. shift gears. make sure i'm eating only the cals i should be. it really sucks being too skint to do cambridge at the mo. but to be honest my head isn't in the right place for sole sourcing and if it isn't in the right place you don't manage to do it and then you beat yourself up and it goes around and around. so i'm going to stick to cal counting until we are more sure of our finances and see how we go.
as for my spotty arms, the exfoliating seems to be helping. i've been told they won't totally go away, but it will all help
and it isn't that bad to begin with, so maybe they will. we'll see.
tonight i'm meeting a couple of friends for a catch up and a big natter about wedding things
one of them is getting married on the same day as me and the other a couple of weeks after. so we'll be able to compare notes. this will, unfortunately, involve food. but the salad option won't be much good because i'm going swimming afterwards. so may lean towards lean meat and veg. will see where we go. and maybe a banana, ha.
swimming tonight too. am going to continue with breaststroke rather than crawl as although it doesn't kill me as much as crawl does, i find it more relaxing and it works my back and arm muscles much better. and my arms certainly need toning. and if i remember to hold in my tummy it will tone that too
so half a mile of that at least tonight
hopefully
if time will allow it and if i can do it without sinking...
was going to go and buy wedding rings on saturday and then realised that i couldn't really until i had lost a wee bit more because i'll have to get them resized. so think will give it another month and see if my fingers have shrunk any more...
may call into moss bros on saturday morning to look at waistcoats though and see if OH will choose a different one or if we're just going to go with black...
abz xx
