x89amandax
Full Member
Right after having an awful end to my day when this morning was so good. I've decided im going to keep a diary on here so I can try and figure out mainly... **Why I want to get to goal...
**Why i sabotage myself when I do so well at things...
**Why I turn to food... AND
**Whats stopping me from getting to goal.
I should be able to afford to stay on CD... my next official WI is a week today and Im determind to show my CDC a good loss for the 2 weeks she wont of seen me...
Im going away tomorrow to Alton Towers and planned to eat my shakes and bars whilst there then have an evening meal tomorrow night but after todays sandwich im abit scared too incase i put on what ive lost this week...
Im going to bite the bullet and see what happens, I know I may need to stick on CD longer due to these blips but thats my fault and no one elses.
I think i ate today because i felt "normal" id been swimming and just wanted to have something to eat with my boyfriend and be "normal" with him again.
Getting so close but so far away from goal is making me want to eat... I really want to be at my 9st 7lb goal by July 17th as I have a shopping trip & night out planned and want to buy new clothes in smaller sizes...
I will try my best to get there!
**Why i sabotage myself when I do so well at things...
**Why I turn to food... AND
**Whats stopping me from getting to goal.
I should be able to afford to stay on CD... my next official WI is a week today and Im determind to show my CDC a good loss for the 2 weeks she wont of seen me...
Im going away tomorrow to Alton Towers and planned to eat my shakes and bars whilst there then have an evening meal tomorrow night but after todays sandwich im abit scared too incase i put on what ive lost this week...
Im going to bite the bullet and see what happens, I know I may need to stick on CD longer due to these blips but thats my fault and no one elses.
I think i ate today because i felt "normal" id been swimming and just wanted to have something to eat with my boyfriend and be "normal" with him again.
Getting so close but so far away from goal is making me want to eat... I really want to be at my 9st 7lb goal by July 17th as I have a shopping trip & night out planned and want to buy new clothes in smaller sizes...
I will try my best to get there!