Andie Pandie
Full Member
Well I began my exante journey on 16th may 2011, and I'm only just starting a diary! I had a sneaky weigh in this morning (official weigh in on Monday's) and am looking at about 4 or 5lbs for this week. So that means only 1stone 2lbs till goal. Very pleased and all that, but also a little nervous. I see this much nicer body, even re joined the gym today to get some toning done, but have this awful feeling of self sabotage. It's like my devil is saying 'it's ok if you eat some rubbish and break the diet now cos you've done really well and wow what a difference since you began' then my angel is like 'well done! Only 16lbs to go, stick to it, you'll be there in no time' might need a little kick up the a**e to get sone focus back! I've not cracked as yet, but feel closer than I have since I began. Thought writting it down in a diary might just help me to get through this last bit! Phew! Sorry for that moan and groan! Xx