yeah they arent

i'm so terrible lol I think the more times I try to do the shake thing the harder it is and the quicker i fall XD I'm doing sw with the odd ww discover day in the mix if i fancy a change.
Was at sw weigh in and gain 4.5lbs over 4/5 weeks? back to my start weight of 18 11 but thats good, fresh start for the new year. I had aimed to roughly sts over the month of december so I suppose I did
Not feeling very great at the minute, seem to have taken a really severe acid reflux attack... yay. My hands hurt and I've got very limited movement in them in terms of straightening them out flat.
My friend is still there and I think hes warming to me more, or being less of a plonker... lol typical once I've gone off him hes all nice... ****s sake XD
I'm doing the slimpod thing as well. I'm not sure if its it or other factors, but im definitely not eating as much as I would've last week.
I've been practically cracking with the stress of work and medical stuff which is sending me so far into depression I can't even bear to comfort eat... which isnt exactly healthy but there you go.
****ingbuggerdamnshithell i put my symptoms into that webmd and its telling me that I have CRESTs disease too.... cryface....