I hang my head in shame, I have disgraced myself. Unfortunately food just got the better of me over christmas and New Year. I had to work on Christmas day and cook 110 meals for the elderly and lonely and i just gave in to temptation. And then that day rolled into the next and then the next - you know the story.
So i definately have not had a good couple of weeks which does reflect in my weekly progress below.
However, i am back now. I went to weigh in last Friday and although i have put on a stone i am strong again and fully back on the diet.
BUT, one thing that really worries me about the whole of the last 3 months is that my attitude to food has not changed. I will try and explain. I thought that doing LL and with my sessions with the councellor that my whole attitude towards food would have changed considerably and that i would not want to have pigged out at the drop of a hat, and yet in the last two weeks i did and it was like being right back at the beginning again. And that frightens me ALOT.
As i said i am back on the diet now, but what is stopping me feeling exactly the same again when i do finish the diet completely and go on to management. Perhaps i am just to weaker character.
I kinda ask myself if it is really worth it, knowing that i am still going to be of the same attitude when i finish the diet and put it all back on again.
On sorry to bore people, just my ramblings, but i would like to hear from others who have been through it. Did your thoughts and attitude of food change eventually?

My Personal Record of my Weight Loss.
End of Week 1 = 23 Ibs lost
Week 2 = 8 Ibs lost
Week 3 = 11 Ibs lost
Week 4 = 8 Ibs lost
Week 5 = 6 Ibs lost
Week 6 = 8 Ibs lost
Week 7 = 5 Ibs lost
Week 8 = 8 Ibs lost
Week 9 = 6 Ibs lost
Week 10 = 1 Ib lost
Week 11 = 8 Ibs lost
Week 12 = 1st put on :cry:
Total = 5st & 8 Ibs lost