Good morning ladies.... yes it is 6am but in the last 5 days i have seen every hour god gives and 6am feels like a lie in.... especially when im sat here writing my essay which is due in tomorrow morning and as i am not allowed caffine due to the blood loss i am just staying high on the love i have for this little eskimo <3
I had a fab day yesterday, got loads of cards, felt really spoilt
awe nikki she is amazing!! how come you are seeing every hour or am i just forgetting what it is like to have a newborn? as much as mine was up and down like a yoyo am sure i managed at least two hours straight lol
its funny how you don't mind when its your own. is Millie feeding ok? can't believe you are doing an essay...your nuts lol
I think each is different, can't remember how much little one was up in the night but it was more then during the day, whereas my little brother wanted feeding every hour day and night for ages, my mum kept asking about it and they kept saying he'd grow out of it, he was bottle fed.
I think sometimes breast fed babies just take a little at a time as more of a comfort thing, I know mine did... but its hard to judge and obviously in the night you just want to give them what they want so they settle again.
Meal was gorgeous thank you, I wouldn't have paid the price for what I got, but as it was my Birthday I got it free and it was really nice.
I'm doing the first aid, I can't risk losing my job for a job which I'm not guaranteed. The interview is for a lot more hours, but if I end up unemployed again and with no first aid I'm going to find it really hard just getting a job like the one I have now. Whereas staying where I am and also gaining the first aid will help me get another one in the long run. I'm still holding out for another job coming up where I am, but if not I still have more of a chance of getting a job if I stay. I'm going to have another word with the school doing the interviews to see if I can do it another day or later on so I can do the interview and the first aid, but I'm not holding my breath on that.
guys starting to think i am eating too much. i never feel as though my tummy is empty or flat anymore plus my scales say the same every single day this week 8st 10.25 and doesn't move. surely they shd vary a little? giving me zero motivation even though been on plan. feel as bloated as i did when i went to sleep. is it possible that i am having syns too late at night?
^^Thanks, something else will come about eventually surely
I wouldn't say your having syns too late at night as I often save mine for late at night and know others who do, but if you want to try eating them earlier its worth a try
just need to keep trying though had chicken burger tonight so off plan on my 5th day..rubbish at this lol
ok so trying to not get my knickers in a twist over scales and plans and weights etc but just had to share. this morning i weighed 8st 10.25 after breakfast, few coffees, lunch and dinner plus fee loo trips i was only 0.5lb up. how can this even be? my scales are rubbish..
i did weigh last week then after coffee and loo the scales went down and i also read on different thread that this happens to others but surely all that food and fluid with few poos cant only equate to 0.5lb? lol no wonder i reach for wine in despair lol
I think you should invest in some new scales lol x
ladies i was on Nikki diary and millie is in hospital as she has been dehydrated and lost weight. not sure if its right or wrong that i post this but think a little hi in her direction wd keep her spirits up x
Oh no bless her, sending all my wishes to little Millie, hopefully she'll be back home VERY soon.
Was just going to post about how positive I'm feeling about the weekend, I've talked boyfriend into taking little one to McDonalds tonight on the way down to his mums (he was saying we should hold off and just have tea with them, but that's another meal I'd end up with no control over and usually when we've just travelled down she does things like oven wedges, pizza's and ready made pasta and just says grab what you want :/) so I'm taking down some mushy pea curry and boiled potatoes in my food flask, I've packed loads of fruit and a savoury rice (as I can make that in my flask for on the way home) we've even made a curry with all the veg left in our fridge so that the day we get back we don't have to go shopping but won't be tempted by something naughty.... now its just the days in between I need to try and be as good as possible, but it depends what foods on offer and if when we eat out I'm in the right frame of mind to stick to it.
Going to pop onto Nikki's diary now to let her know my thoughts are with her (thanks for letting us know Deb)