Awww Kim bless you, sending hugs, I think you have every right to feel sorry for yourself, hope you feel loads better after a good sleep.
All exciting with the house stuff 

 bet you you can't wait to get in.
Hope your both feeling better soon, Mack was constantly full of cold during winter until he was 4.
Being mentally prepared is whats important, sounds lile your in a good place even if your off plan at the mo, I know this weekend is off plan (sat and sunday) so trying to keep low syns which I have done but I haven't had what I'd planned to, there have have been biscuits and chocolate at work tempting me.
Sorry you feel like that Deb, but its nice to know I'm not alone as well. I I don't want to sound rude or too personal so tell me to shove off, but are you happy overall?
I've been feeling really down and was thinking about how I'd felt it for ages, but then I realised over summer I was so happy, ridiculously so and very content. I'm hoping its just a rough patch for me and possibly my hormones as well, might be worth still looking at changing my pill.