Uh oh, well after my post the other day I have fallen off the wagon. I had a really bad nite with my 4 yr old and he had me up 4/5 times in the nite, in the end I got up at 4am.
It left me feeling like a zombie and I had one of his friends coming over to play. I started off well with pancakes made from the oatmeal pk. I then made a choc crispy shake wich iced water. It all won't wrong when I made cheese on toast for the kids and it kept shouting at me to eat it too. In the end I ate 1 cheese on toast, 2 choc biscuits, 2 packets of crisps, and 1 ham sandwich. Not all in one go. I felt terrible after, it didn't give me anymore energy and just made me feel like a failure. Once a started eating those carbs I was outta control and I just mindlessly ate, I didn't even enjoy it and I knew it was harming me but I didn't care .
Another day and most importantly I'm back on track today. Going to meet a mate for a picnic with the kids. I will be taking coke zero and a bar. X