Biggie
Silver Member
Hi everyone 
I'm back, relaxed and happy!
This morning after holiday WI got me under 200lbs!!!! yay!!! I'm 195lb now!!! Another 6lb gone!! whoooo!!!
arty0011:
I did enjoyed my holiday. And I realized:
- food is not what makes me feel good
- don't need to eat to have a good time
- I want to be slim
- I don't need to make myself to follow this diet because this is my decision and this is me who wants it.
I had 3 AAM days during my holiday. I enjoyed my little meals and was able to stay under control. Then I felt very proud of myself (still do).
On my way back home there was one a little stressful situation. I had nothing to eat since 9am (had a soup at 9am) to the end of the day. So while on a plane I wanted to buy Egg&Mayo sandwich. I had no more packs with me, but mineral water.
Unfortunately they didn't have Egg&Mayo sandwiches. There was quite a selection of everything but not what I was craving for.
I haven't touched 'normal' food since started this diet. My body wanted egg so much... I wasn't that interested in bread, just the egg and mayonnaise. Well...
I didn't take ANYTHING instead. And no, I wasn't upset at all. Just drunk my water watching lovely clouds and blue sky.
What happened here:
I have managed not to binge cos of stress. I stayed happy and relaxed. I stayed under control of my body. I have won.
When I got back home, had some more water, then green tea, and after my shower, all refreshed and relaxed I had a strawberry shake.
As you see, it is possible. It is doable.
I'm not saying that every single moment during my holiday was easy. No. I had cravings, I wanted a little this or that. But I kept 'talking' to myself, reminding myself what was my goal, what would make me feel better and happier, where I wanted to be next year, how I wanted to look this Christmas, and that I had stayed on track for so long, that a little bit of this or that was not worth it, I was doing it for myself, because I wanted it.
I think everyone needs some time for himself, to think what is the most important thing, what is first, what are the priorities.
It takes a while to realize it. To start living for ourselves, value ourselves, treat ourselves with a respect, give ourselves a chance to stay healthy and happy, because this is our life and all we have is one life.
So yes, I spent a lot of time reading, thinking and walking during last two weeks.
I also enjoyed parties, BBQ and so on. It was me who decided what/if I wanted to eat anything.
It is my body, my life and my decision.
I hope you all stay strong and have fantastic results soon!!!
Please, let yourself to be happy.
Love you all guys!!!
arty0011:
arty0011:
arty0011:
I'm back, relaxed and happy!
This morning after holiday WI got me under 200lbs!!!! yay!!! I'm 195lb now!!! Another 6lb gone!! whoooo!!!
I did enjoyed my holiday. And I realized:
- food is not what makes me feel good
- don't need to eat to have a good time
- I want to be slim
- I don't need to make myself to follow this diet because this is my decision and this is me who wants it.
I had 3 AAM days during my holiday. I enjoyed my little meals and was able to stay under control. Then I felt very proud of myself (still do).
On my way back home there was one a little stressful situation. I had nothing to eat since 9am (had a soup at 9am) to the end of the day. So while on a plane I wanted to buy Egg&Mayo sandwich. I had no more packs with me, but mineral water.
Unfortunately they didn't have Egg&Mayo sandwiches. There was quite a selection of everything but not what I was craving for.
I haven't touched 'normal' food since started this diet. My body wanted egg so much... I wasn't that interested in bread, just the egg and mayonnaise. Well...
I didn't take ANYTHING instead. And no, I wasn't upset at all. Just drunk my water watching lovely clouds and blue sky.
What happened here:
I have managed not to binge cos of stress. I stayed happy and relaxed. I stayed under control of my body. I have won.
When I got back home, had some more water, then green tea, and after my shower, all refreshed and relaxed I had a strawberry shake.
As you see, it is possible. It is doable.
I'm not saying that every single moment during my holiday was easy. No. I had cravings, I wanted a little this or that. But I kept 'talking' to myself, reminding myself what was my goal, what would make me feel better and happier, where I wanted to be next year, how I wanted to look this Christmas, and that I had stayed on track for so long, that a little bit of this or that was not worth it, I was doing it for myself, because I wanted it.
I think everyone needs some time for himself, to think what is the most important thing, what is first, what are the priorities.
It takes a while to realize it. To start living for ourselves, value ourselves, treat ourselves with a respect, give ourselves a chance to stay healthy and happy, because this is our life and all we have is one life.
So yes, I spent a lot of time reading, thinking and walking during last two weeks.
I also enjoyed parties, BBQ and so on. It was me who decided what/if I wanted to eat anything.
It is my body, my life and my decision.
I hope you all stay strong and have fantastic results soon!!!
Please, let yourself to be happy.
Love you all guys!!!