ellanvannin
Member
Thats how I feel today..
My lovely, wonderful, gorgeous husband left for Iraq yesterday and I miss him already, it's like losing your partner and your best friend all at once...i'm feeling very low and so glad im on CD as it gives me a goal and something to think about instead of worrying and missing Steve all the time.
He looked so sad when he left and I can't get the picture of it out of my head, to make matters worse the girl who has my horse (me beloved Jack) on loan called to say he had torn a lot of ligaments in his leg and now I am faced with the decision as to whether or not to have him put to sleep (he is 21 yrs old and suffered a tendon injury in the same leg less than a yr ago which made his arthritis worse).
So all in all a really crappy time and I am all alone on this bloomin RAF camp in the arse end of nowhere and I feel particularly hard done by today, i'm sorry for moaning but if I moan to friends and family they either get upset or trot out the same old cliches.."you knew what you were doing when you married him" "it's his job, he has to go" etc etc which I understand but until they have been separated for months on end and worried themselves sick they can take a running jump! ARGHHH:cry:
Sorry to all who had to read this but I feel a wee bit better for getting it off my chest...kinda:sigh:
My lovely, wonderful, gorgeous husband left for Iraq yesterday and I miss him already, it's like losing your partner and your best friend all at once...i'm feeling very low and so glad im on CD as it gives me a goal and something to think about instead of worrying and missing Steve all the time.
He looked so sad when he left and I can't get the picture of it out of my head, to make matters worse the girl who has my horse (me beloved Jack) on loan called to say he had torn a lot of ligaments in his leg and now I am faced with the decision as to whether or not to have him put to sleep (he is 21 yrs old and suffered a tendon injury in the same leg less than a yr ago which made his arthritis worse).
So all in all a really crappy time and I am all alone on this bloomin RAF camp in the arse end of nowhere and I feel particularly hard done by today, i'm sorry for moaning but if I moan to friends and family they either get upset or trot out the same old cliches.."you knew what you were doing when you married him" "it's his job, he has to go" etc etc which I understand but until they have been separated for months on end and worried themselves sick they can take a running jump! ARGHHH:cry:
Sorry to all who had to read this but I feel a wee bit better for getting it off my chest...kinda:sigh: