Thanks Lily.
I don't know about anyone else but I feel this time that I realy need to address the reasons why I do this. Last time I lost weight I got down to a size 8 and now I am an 18 again, I know I can lose the weight but now I need to tackle the eating, I know the maintenance steps are supposed to help with this but it is not that I don't know that things are bad it is that I convince myself that I "need" or "deserve" them or any other excuse I can come up with.