slushy
Silver Member
well ive had a really vile morning
i feel rough (fluey symptoms) - am stressed about my coming week and to cap it all my sister bouight her kids around -
now normally i love them and theyre good as gold - perhaps my tolerance level was lower or something - but today they were a menace! really badly behaved - and she ( their mom ) just let them run riot and half destroy the house ( which isnt a palace by any means )
my sister herself is ok in small doses but to be honest if she wasnt my sister i would probably never have anything to do with her - - she is everything i am not - very keep up with the joneses ( or the moms at the school gate anyway) very materialistic and designer label
shallow in one word imho
anyway she hasnt seem me since i started CD SS - now its obvious i have lost weight because my yoga pants keep falling down lol
but all she could say to me with ragards my appearance was
' you look awful'
well thanks sis
anyway ( i am about to get to the point of this mega post i promise lol ) a few weeks ago i would have cheered myself up and made myself feel 'better' ( yeah right) with a packet of crisps or a macdonalds or a bar of chocolate
HOWEVER i am just back from the store with a glossy magazine and a new aromatherapy bath oil and THAT is how i will treat myself today
a long soak with a magazine and coke zero
i am quite proud of how my attitude has changed!
: )
i feel rough (fluey symptoms) - am stressed about my coming week and to cap it all my sister bouight her kids around -
now normally i love them and theyre good as gold - perhaps my tolerance level was lower or something - but today they were a menace! really badly behaved - and she ( their mom ) just let them run riot and half destroy the house ( which isnt a palace by any means )
my sister herself is ok in small doses but to be honest if she wasnt my sister i would probably never have anything to do with her - - she is everything i am not - very keep up with the joneses ( or the moms at the school gate anyway) very materialistic and designer label
shallow in one word imho
anyway she hasnt seem me since i started CD SS - now its obvious i have lost weight because my yoga pants keep falling down lol
but all she could say to me with ragards my appearance was
' you look awful'
well thanks sis
anyway ( i am about to get to the point of this mega post i promise lol ) a few weeks ago i would have cheered myself up and made myself feel 'better' ( yeah right) with a packet of crisps or a macdonalds or a bar of chocolate
HOWEVER i am just back from the store with a glossy magazine and a new aromatherapy bath oil and THAT is how i will treat myself today
a long soak with a magazine and coke zero
i am quite proud of how my attitude has changed!
: )
