sumayyah
please try again
well thought since im 5 days into a restart that maybe having a diary this time would be of some help to me.
so here goes i started cambridge the first time at 23 stone and lost 4 stone. i then had a very stressful move to england ( violent ex, disabled child not a good mix ) and in the process of loading the vans they packed my cambridge stuff!
when i got to my home here work wasnt completed and they unloaded into the one room that was done but again no sign of cambridge stuff, was buried under other stuff.
ended up taking a time out while the house and daughters medical stuff was sorted. ended up putting some weight back on :cry:
so on a restart 5 days ago at 20 stone 11lb!
im getting weighed tonight ( i hope ) called my cdc last week to put off weigh in last thursday as i wasnt on the diet due to illness and asked for it to be rescheduled for tonight. no word from her but hoping its gonna be ok.
strange old world this, i got dumped last week ( not bothered to be honest, i work on a 3 strikes and ur out rule and he had tryed to cheat, dumped me cos he thought i would cheat and then moved a girl into his 1 bed flat so hes not worthy of me )
and since then ive had offers from 3 blokes. me thinks they should have gone to spec savers!
one visited last night, been mates with him for 8 years, used to be really attracted to him but to be honest just done feel that way about him anymore
but whoops, got his ethnic background mixed up, for last 8 years thought he was indian, lol
had 1 shake so far today, all looking good
so here goes i started cambridge the first time at 23 stone and lost 4 stone. i then had a very stressful move to england ( violent ex, disabled child not a good mix ) and in the process of loading the vans they packed my cambridge stuff!
when i got to my home here work wasnt completed and they unloaded into the one room that was done but again no sign of cambridge stuff, was buried under other stuff.
ended up taking a time out while the house and daughters medical stuff was sorted. ended up putting some weight back on :cry:
so on a restart 5 days ago at 20 stone 11lb!
im getting weighed tonight ( i hope ) called my cdc last week to put off weigh in last thursday as i wasnt on the diet due to illness and asked for it to be rescheduled for tonight. no word from her but hoping its gonna be ok.
strange old world this, i got dumped last week ( not bothered to be honest, i work on a 3 strikes and ur out rule and he had tryed to cheat, dumped me cos he thought i would cheat and then moved a girl into his 1 bed flat so hes not worthy of me )
and since then ive had offers from 3 blokes. me thinks they should have gone to spec savers!
one visited last night, been mates with him for 8 years, used to be really attracted to him but to be honest just done feel that way about him anymore
but whoops, got his ethnic background mixed up, for last 8 years thought he was indian, lol
had 1 shake so far today, all looking good