I am forever comparing myself to other people, it used to be famous people but I managed to talk myself out of that by saying "they are all airbrushed and got stylists etc" :giggle:
But now whenever I leave the house I am looking at people thinking "they are thinner than me", "they have smaller thighs" etc etc and I get myself depressed. Doesn't matter who it is, friends, family, strangers. I think EVERYONE is more attractive and has a better figure :sigh:
I am getting to the point where I think I need help to snap me out of this...I think oh my husband finds all these women more attractive than me, I get tearful, I feel a horrible hatred for these poor women...serious "green-eyed monster" coming out in me. I even tend to blank any friends i think are more attractive than myself or bad mouth them to people...which i am very very very ashamed of, i don't realise i am even doing it sometimes!!!
I know I need to lose weight and I am attempting to again but I feel that even if I got to my ideal size I am still going to have these unhealthy thoughts about other people, I don't think I will ever be happy in myself.
What can I do? Anyone ever felt similar? I really need some help with this. :wave_cry:
But now whenever I leave the house I am looking at people thinking "they are thinner than me", "they have smaller thighs" etc etc and I get myself depressed. Doesn't matter who it is, friends, family, strangers. I think EVERYONE is more attractive and has a better figure :sigh:
I am getting to the point where I think I need help to snap me out of this...I think oh my husband finds all these women more attractive than me, I get tearful, I feel a horrible hatred for these poor women...serious "green-eyed monster" coming out in me. I even tend to blank any friends i think are more attractive than myself or bad mouth them to people...which i am very very very ashamed of, i don't realise i am even doing it sometimes!!!
I know I need to lose weight and I am attempting to again but I feel that even if I got to my ideal size I am still going to have these unhealthy thoughts about other people, I don't think I will ever be happy in myself.
What can I do? Anyone ever felt similar? I really need some help with this. :wave_cry: