Good grief.... It feels like a long time since I've had a pure CWP diary. But I guess here I am. I have been away a while. I have had two semi successful attempts at CWP, the first was blinding. Lost 5 stone in 12 weeks. Kept it off and then ended up getting up the duff. Fast forward to 2010 and the weight I lost had crept back bringing some friends along for the ride. I started CWP again and got down to 11 stone. Not quite target. Then hit a bumpy patch in life with all manner of ills including some pretty horrific relationship stuff and whomp!!! I wake up yesterday pushing 15st. I think I've been in denial for quite some time. I don't look in the full body mirror unless it's a particularly flattering one. Guess I'm lucky since I've got a good mug shot.... Still at 37 that won't last long. So here it is...... My final foray to a purist CWP experience. SS no whistles, no bells. Hell not even some coke zero!!! Just like the first time. It's going to be one tough mother but I have promised myself that I will not sit back waiting for life to be ok. I'm Making it happen.