charmed.wishes
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..and I can't believe I have got so far, for 10yrs I have always failed within the first week of any diet fad I have decided to attempt.
I can't say its been plain sailing.. Im first day of TOTM today and last night I had to go and sit in a hot bath with a book for nearly 2hrs because I was so hungry in my head it was torture.
Stress is my biggest trigger for a binge and Monday my eldest DD drove me mental with her hormonal rants of how crappy her life is because we were making her tidy her room.. I love her dearly but I could throttle her at times, she managed to lose her new mobile Monday too and thought it was funny that she couldnt ring (to see if we could hear it) as it had run out of charge!! Thankfully it had been left at her Nans at the weekend.. I stayed as calm as I could and went for a hour dog walk to calm down.
Today, I have a childrens birthday party to go to, I knew if I didnt say anything I would be offered everything going to eat and drink, so have had a quiet word in my friends ear (birthday girls mum) and told her what I am doing.. that way no temptation will be given..
I'm so determind to succeed with CD, I feel like I have been telling people for 10yrs that I am on this, that and the other diet and never getting anywhere that there is a little part of me that wants to succeed with CD just to stick my tongue out at the doubters!.. lol
I can't say its been plain sailing.. Im first day of TOTM today and last night I had to go and sit in a hot bath with a book for nearly 2hrs because I was so hungry in my head it was torture.
Stress is my biggest trigger for a binge and Monday my eldest DD drove me mental with her hormonal rants of how crappy her life is because we were making her tidy her room.. I love her dearly but I could throttle her at times, she managed to lose her new mobile Monday too and thought it was funny that she couldnt ring (to see if we could hear it) as it had run out of charge!! Thankfully it had been left at her Nans at the weekend.. I stayed as calm as I could and went for a hour dog walk to calm down.
Today, I have a childrens birthday party to go to, I knew if I didnt say anything I would be offered everything going to eat and drink, so have had a quiet word in my friends ear (birthday girls mum) and told her what I am doing.. that way no temptation will be given..
I'm so determind to succeed with CD, I feel like I have been telling people for 10yrs that I am on this, that and the other diet and never getting anywhere that there is a little part of me that wants to succeed with CD just to stick my tongue out at the doubters!.. lol
