First of all, well done Daisyhappy, I was the same this time around..i did it 3 years ago n found it 10 times harder this time!! But back in the swing of it now(apart from small slip lst week). but i've forgiven myself 4 it now and am moving ahead!! I wish i could avoid the pub... but i WORK in one!! It is only tough going when i let it be though..and lately i've found the hardest part of my job is getting out the door when i'm finished my shift, without saying yes to a drink.All the usual customers that i would've sat down and had a few with, don't know whats goin on with me!! I have become so antisocial?? But i do have the excuse of Lent now! Have to say wouldn't get through the days without coming on here this time,don't know how i did it lst time without MM..it's so great,like just now coming on and knowing there's someone else in the same boat!!! CHEERS!!:7834: