shell09
Silver Member
Hi guys
Well here I am on day 5 of exante having done CD in the past. I have cravings n big ones but not really one part of me is about to cave!
I find myself thinking about maintenance having lost 8 stone and gained back around 3 stone very quickly
I can see where I go wrong I really can but can't for the life of me know how to change it...... This may be a long post lol sorry in advance
Basically I kinda go through the whole binge n starve thing all the time since discovering tfr diets. So if I'm on tfr I get into a place in my head where there is no chance of slip up or if it is it's just a minor one and it generally never spirals into the old 'well I've eaten now so may as well carry on.' when I finnished Cambridge diet and got to my goal I never done maintenance and gained 7lb straight away which I expected I then went on to gain another 3 lbs and leveled off and maintained that weight for about a year.
I found myself constantly weighing and never being happy with my clothes size etc. Although I was 10 lb above my goal weight it felt like it was 10 stone above and I become a bit obsessive trying all sorts of diets etc. Then got to a point where if I ate something nice I'd make myself go without something to compensate but then by not allowing myself what I wanted I'd end up buying loads of junk like take aways chocolates wine etc n binging. Ultimately I was gaining more weight n feeling more desperate to the point I kinda gave up n went on a long binge period as I knew I was gonna eventually go back on tfr
Am I making sense here? Lol
So I'm back on tfr I will lose the weight no doubt but iwant to break the cycle!
I should add I Gaines back most of my weight after summer in about 4 months! That was some binge huh!
Like many of us I often think about the food I fancy that il have once I've reached goal but its like I'm kinda planning another binge by doing that! But it's nice to give yourself a bit of a break after such a strict diet!
I've gone right off on a tangent here sorry but I need to find a happy medium I know what I should do I even proved to myself that I can do it my maintaining for a year but ultimately I never really broke the cycle! It's strange that I feel I know all the answers but just can't put them into practice especially when I know how unhappy I am being over weight n how much better I feel slim!
Does everybody feel like this or anybody even? I know I have a few issues I need to some how deal with which became more evident to me when I found myself research ways to induce vomiting etc I didn't go down that route n don't want to but it's just another example of how desperate I am about the whole weight thing
Any pearls of wisdom or comments? Ps if you got this far thanks for reading
Well here I am on day 5 of exante having done CD in the past. I have cravings n big ones but not really one part of me is about to cave!
I find myself thinking about maintenance having lost 8 stone and gained back around 3 stone very quickly
I can see where I go wrong I really can but can't for the life of me know how to change it...... This may be a long post lol sorry in advance
Basically I kinda go through the whole binge n starve thing all the time since discovering tfr diets. So if I'm on tfr I get into a place in my head where there is no chance of slip up or if it is it's just a minor one and it generally never spirals into the old 'well I've eaten now so may as well carry on.' when I finnished Cambridge diet and got to my goal I never done maintenance and gained 7lb straight away which I expected I then went on to gain another 3 lbs and leveled off and maintained that weight for about a year.
I found myself constantly weighing and never being happy with my clothes size etc. Although I was 10 lb above my goal weight it felt like it was 10 stone above and I become a bit obsessive trying all sorts of diets etc. Then got to a point where if I ate something nice I'd make myself go without something to compensate but then by not allowing myself what I wanted I'd end up buying loads of junk like take aways chocolates wine etc n binging. Ultimately I was gaining more weight n feeling more desperate to the point I kinda gave up n went on a long binge period as I knew I was gonna eventually go back on tfr
Am I making sense here? Lol
So I'm back on tfr I will lose the weight no doubt but iwant to break the cycle!
I should add I Gaines back most of my weight after summer in about 4 months! That was some binge huh!
Like many of us I often think about the food I fancy that il have once I've reached goal but its like I'm kinda planning another binge by doing that! But it's nice to give yourself a bit of a break after such a strict diet!
I've gone right off on a tangent here sorry but I need to find a happy medium I know what I should do I even proved to myself that I can do it my maintaining for a year but ultimately I never really broke the cycle! It's strange that I feel I know all the answers but just can't put them into practice especially when I know how unhappy I am being over weight n how much better I feel slim!
Does everybody feel like this or anybody even? I know I have a few issues I need to some how deal with which became more evident to me when I found myself research ways to induce vomiting etc I didn't go down that route n don't want to but it's just another example of how desperate I am about the whole weight thing
Any pearls of wisdom or comments? Ps if you got this far thanks for reading