Aubergine
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My CDC, the lovely Summer, said I should introduce myself here. I have about eight stone to lose to be comfortable with myself and I've got rid of 21lbs in five weeks. I have never been thin in my life so I'd like to be thin just once. If only for a change of pace.
Being fat has made my life so small, safe and boring because I didn't want to face people. It's got to change.
I've done okay in sticking to sole-sourcing -- aside from one incident in a dodgy Spanish restaurant during AAM -- but I am thinking *all the time* about food when I am not working and it's making me crazy.
I keep seeing chicken pies with haloes of light around them, floating in heavenly mashed potato clouds, accompanied by choruses of Monty Python angels singing oooo-eee-oooo and pouring heavenly gravy from giant golden gravy boats. (Okay, maybe a slight exaggeration)
Please, if anyone has any tactics of distraction or clues on how to stop thinking about the Celestial Chicken Pies of Evil Temptation etc etc, I would love to hear them.
I tried buying a jigsaw to do while watching TV but after finishing one, frankly I'd rather eat the pieces than do another bl00dy jigsaw.
Cheers,
K.
Being fat has made my life so small, safe and boring because I didn't want to face people. It's got to change.
I've done okay in sticking to sole-sourcing -- aside from one incident in a dodgy Spanish restaurant during AAM -- but I am thinking *all the time* about food when I am not working and it's making me crazy.
I keep seeing chicken pies with haloes of light around them, floating in heavenly mashed potato clouds, accompanied by choruses of Monty Python angels singing oooo-eee-oooo and pouring heavenly gravy from giant golden gravy boats. (Okay, maybe a slight exaggeration)
Please, if anyone has any tactics of distraction or clues on how to stop thinking about the Celestial Chicken Pies of Evil Temptation etc etc, I would love to hear them.
I tried buying a jigsaw to do while watching TV but after finishing one, frankly I'd rather eat the pieces than do another bl00dy jigsaw.
Cheers,
K.