Not that it matters cause you've decided - but I agree, skinny jeans, baggy top 

 I'd love to be a 12 in bottoms! You've really done well 
 
 
Aw Thanks Charl 

 Tempted to change to chinese now as I need a bit of a binge 

 Just been to see my Nannie and Grandad and it hadn't really sunk in how ill he has gotten in the last 3 months until tonight - my nannie woke him up to say happy birthday, he nodded to say he wanted to see us, smiled and turned to look at us but his head literally dropped and he fell straight back to sleep. He hasn't even got the energy to hold his head up! I got really upset and just feel horrible, and I know that doesn't mean I should turn to food, but I'm just at a '**** it' stage 

 Want to cry so bad but I rarely do and I'd feel stupid for it, as my parents seem to have just accepted that he's not going to get better and are just thankful me and my siblings got to know him in the 17 years since the big stroke. 
Euughh! Hate feeling emotional 

 Doesn't help that my ear is still playing up so I feel sick and the whole world spins every time I move! So bloody frustrating! 
Sorry for the rant! xx