Is thinking positive!
Feel so down even though I lost 6lb, I think it just hit me before when getting undressed to have a bath..I caught a glimpse of me in the mirror and seen all the fat and saggy skin.. I am scared to death of this and it is getting me really down, I was once 31 stones 3 years ago and 9 stones later I can already see the effect it has on my skin, I am big and unhappy but I will feel even worse when I lose it all and see all the excess skin I have not stopped crying for the last 2 hours, I do not know what to do! I am going to see my doctor next week to tell him how I feel, And to ask would I be eligible for a tummy tuck on the NHS when I get down to 10/11 stone, I have a history of depression and also low self esteem as I see a psychiatrist for it now and on medication also, I am worried that they will say I cannot have one when I lose the weight, If that is the case I will feel destroyed! Sorry for putting a downer on everybody, Just struggling with my emotions..!