Hi Thinfizzy, Well done on your loss so far, you are doing really well!
Why not start a diary? You are more likely to get others responding and supporting you that way as we will know where you are.
I think we all have those moments we we doubt our ability to see it thro' to our goal.. we wouldn't be human otherwise, would we? You have done so well so don't give up... remember...
Onwards and Downwards!