Hi, I got to target last year which I managed to maintain for a short while. However since January everything seems to have gone wrong, my husband was made redundant and I fell pregnant with twins but unfortunately miscarried them. I feel as though my life is slowly returning to normal, however my weight isn't. I'm about a stone over my target and I really want to lose it in the next 8 weeks as we are off on holiday. I keep saying I will rejoin class but I'm embarrassed to as I think people will think of me as failure. What to do ....