Schnookyandclive
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I'm on day 3 and all going well until tonight. Well, in some cases it's taught me' a lot. For the first time ever, I burst into complete tears in front of my partner. I was sobbing!
My friend started calling me' at midnight last night and phone was on silent. She's had a fallout with her boyfriend. I asked her to come at 3pm and she said 4pm. Then she turned up at 530. What proceeded then was a 3 and half hour therapy session where I sat listening to her going on and on. I put out the chocolates and the tea and ate nothing myself.
Think it's shown me' how much I numb things with food. I never cry and I carry so much emotional baggage as a psychiatrist and as a friend/daughter/sister etc. I feel so drained. Proud I didn't eat though.
My friend started calling me' at midnight last night and phone was on silent. She's had a fallout with her boyfriend. I asked her to come at 3pm and she said 4pm. Then she turned up at 530. What proceeded then was a 3 and half hour therapy session where I sat listening to her going on and on. I put out the chocolates and the tea and ate nothing myself.
Think it's shown me' how much I numb things with food. I never cry and I carry so much emotional baggage as a psychiatrist and as a friend/daughter/sister etc. I feel so drained. Proud I didn't eat though.