lynnwilliams
Silver Member
Last night my man went for his weigh in. Before he went i wanted him to bring me some chicken home, i was in such a state. He came home empty handed and sat beside me and said i did not bring you home any chicken because i know you would feel guilty and you would not be able to eat it. I was so angry and upset with him! I did not have my last 2 food packs because i was so upset! Anyway he lost a further 6lb making that 2st loss in 3 weeks! I cried and said i am not seeing any loss for me , why cant it be me! I was the one so desperate to lose weight and my clothes are not hanging off me, im still the fat ugly person. Anyway i tried eating my bar but felt too sick to eat it and went to bed! This morning i was thinking how silly i was last night and that if he had brought the chicken home i would not be able to eat it because i would feel so bad. I think because my man is 100% dedicated to it, which i did not think he would(surprised me) i would have given in and i really do appreciate him being stern with me! He is at work all day, and i work from home, i could easily nip to shop and buy food but i dont! So that tells me one thing i am stronger than i think. I always fail in everything i do, life, work, relationships, being a parent, i think i will fail at this. But obviously im not ready to sink to the bottom yet, otherwise i would have cheated by now!
I really really am impressed with all you people who have stuck to LL for soo long. I know from the bottom of my heart i will do this whether i lose 1lb.
I think i felt like this because one of my husband customers wife is on LL and apparently she cheats she has a meal every evening with her husband but here is the big BUT...she only loses 1lb a week.
I probably felt to do the same because of my 1lb loss last week.
I really really am impressed with all you people who have stuck to LL for soo long. I know from the bottom of my heart i will do this whether i lose 1lb.
I think i felt like this because one of my husband customers wife is on LL and apparently she cheats she has a meal every evening with her husband but here is the big BUT...she only loses 1lb a week.
I probably felt to do the same because of my 1lb loss last week.