Guys, this meant with absolute sincerity, without my Minimins friends suspect I would have crumbled long long ago!!
However, last nights moment of madness has been and gone. I am not beating myself, I worked through why I might have done and set myself back on this long long road! Yes of course my group and LLC are a big part of that, but this forum means so much too. The fact that I am learning to deal with my own human mistakes in an adult way, and to chat about my other issues as and when I need to , has been totally invaluable.
Thanks, and long may we Minimins-ers reign!!
xx