Determined Girl
Here's hoping
Hey guys
I'm feeling really down today. My whole family (plus boyfriend and other odds and sods) are having a roast chicken dinner and I don't know whether to hide or face my demons and sit with them. Just feel really flipping miserable to be honest. I know it's long term goals etc... but right now I'm so hungry, cold and down in the dumps that I just want to tear into food.
I HATE being fat. I HATE the fact that I can't have a normal relationship with food and have become this disgusting blob.
I just sometimes wish I wasn't me.
Sorry guys... just needed to blow off some self-pitying steam.
x
I'm feeling really down today. My whole family (plus boyfriend and other odds and sods) are having a roast chicken dinner and I don't know whether to hide or face my demons and sit with them. Just feel really flipping miserable to be honest. I know it's long term goals etc... but right now I'm so hungry, cold and down in the dumps that I just want to tear into food.
I HATE being fat. I HATE the fact that I can't have a normal relationship with food and have become this disgusting blob.
I just sometimes wish I wasn't me.
Sorry guys... just needed to blow off some self-pitying steam.
x