ellietoobig!
Full Member
Well Im back after messing about with cd early this year.
I know its totally crazy but although I knew Im huge, wear massive clothes and can see that wopping number when I get on the scales, I still couldnt really see myself as that bad!!!!!!!
Who on earth am I kidding?!!
Was playing about with my phone last night and took a few pics of myself, OMG what a mess, I look like the people on all the weight loss surgery programmes, and I never thought I was THAT big Thank goodness Ive finally seen the real me!
Now Ive got to get on and do this diet!!!
Ive kept one of the disgusting pics on my phone so if I have any more illusions that Im not too bad I can have a very real reminder that YES i am!!!!
Thinking of starting ss+ cause I struggled last time on ss, any advice welcome!
I will NOT be fat and 40 next july!!
Sorry for the long post!
Ellie xx
I know its totally crazy but although I knew Im huge, wear massive clothes and can see that wopping number when I get on the scales, I still couldnt really see myself as that bad!!!!!!!
Who on earth am I kidding?!!
Was playing about with my phone last night and took a few pics of myself, OMG what a mess, I look like the people on all the weight loss surgery programmes, and I never thought I was THAT big Thank goodness Ive finally seen the real me!
Now Ive got to get on and do this diet!!!
Ive kept one of the disgusting pics on my phone so if I have any more illusions that Im not too bad I can have a very real reminder that YES i am!!!!
Thinking of starting ss+ cause I struggled last time on ss, any advice welcome!
I will NOT be fat and 40 next july!!
Sorry for the long post!
Ellie xx