Sorry I have been missing. Put on 2lbs. But had an utter personal meltdown. Things are improving again. Got a new job so get more weekends free but leaves me with 2 stints of been awake 36 hours most weeks. And they were quick to send offer letter and get me to hand my notice in but not so quick to make any concrete arrangements for training and meant to be starting in 10 days so stressed. Also going through autism diagnosis process with my son which is tough. I think I have just been exhausted, rush around after kids all week, gym, working nights, helping with my daughters performing arts group, brownies, swimming lessons, arranging therapies for my son and finding no quality time for the family or even for myself. So really hoping things will improve soon. Might call in to see new manager tomorrow. Diet back on track today though. Sorry for the huge moan x
Weighed in this morning at the same as last week so very happy. Weighed this morning as a fresh start. I think as my shifts change next week I need to make my weigh in day changeable. I have been having second thoughts about going back to class but with new shifts and the fact we are broke it makes it so hard. I know I can do this at home. Taking my son to a toddler group for children with additional needs this afternoon and am nervous. I think it might help me realise we are very lucky. I think the consultant last week hit me like a brick saying she wanted us to apply for middle rate disability living allowance. I think I had buried my head in the sand a bit about him having disabilities. He is just our son to us 
