vampalicious
Silver Member
hi everyone,
for those that remember me, i joined in december, i lost nearly 2 stone in 6 weeks on CD SS, then it all went t*ts up, i dont know what happened really, i came of for a while and kept trying to get back on it but failed numerous times!
i go away in 14 weeks to cyprus, its meant to be a kind of dream holiday for us all as my eldest daughter chloe is 13 and had got cystic fibrosis and diabetes, we want to have a great time before she gets too ill,
i have gained all the weight back on that i lost and im gutted
ive tried slimming world but food controlls me and i cant help but have a sneaky bit of naughty stuff here and there then think ive blown it so pig out,
cambridge is best for me as food is out of the picture,
im re-starting in a week or so, i have been really depressed recently which seems to be getting worse and all i think about every day is losing weight, yet i keep shoving food in my mouth like theres no tomorrow.
just came to say hi and to let you know how bad ive been, i remember on here a few weeks ago making a post telling you all how excited i was that my dreams of losing weight were coming true, i was so happy and felt so motivated! yet here i am a few weeks later stuck in the same rut that ive been in since i was 11. I cant see a way out of it anymore.
i need a kick up my lardy arse.
for those that remember me, i joined in december, i lost nearly 2 stone in 6 weeks on CD SS, then it all went t*ts up, i dont know what happened really, i came of for a while and kept trying to get back on it but failed numerous times!
i go away in 14 weeks to cyprus, its meant to be a kind of dream holiday for us all as my eldest daughter chloe is 13 and had got cystic fibrosis and diabetes, we want to have a great time before she gets too ill,
i have gained all the weight back on that i lost and im gutted
ive tried slimming world but food controlls me and i cant help but have a sneaky bit of naughty stuff here and there then think ive blown it so pig out,
cambridge is best for me as food is out of the picture,
im re-starting in a week or so, i have been really depressed recently which seems to be getting worse and all i think about every day is losing weight, yet i keep shoving food in my mouth like theres no tomorrow.
just came to say hi and to let you know how bad ive been, i remember on here a few weeks ago making a post telling you all how excited i was that my dreams of losing weight were coming true, i was so happy and felt so motivated! yet here i am a few weeks later stuck in the same rut that ive been in since i was 11. I cant see a way out of it anymore.
i need a kick up my lardy arse.