Barb
Gold Member
Hi everyone
it is all about my son Chris. I told everyone what happened to him back in 'the worst night of my life' thread. I thought i was coming to terms with the whole thing and then tonight my daughter, who is a journalist with a locally based monthly magazine, has emailed an article that the mag is planning to put into print. Whilst I think the atricle is worthy, important, vital even for other young men to read, it has brought the whole thing crashing back. I can hardly see to type because of the tears and I feel like screaming. To see it all, there, laid bare in print is just too much. I don't mean to be selfish but I can't take the pain of it.
Chris agreed to this article to help other potential victims and I am so proud of him but to see it there in front of me - it is just more than this mum can bear. Help me be strong, I just don't know what to do.
Love
it is all about my son Chris. I told everyone what happened to him back in 'the worst night of my life' thread. I thought i was coming to terms with the whole thing and then tonight my daughter, who is a journalist with a locally based monthly magazine, has emailed an article that the mag is planning to put into print. Whilst I think the atricle is worthy, important, vital even for other young men to read, it has brought the whole thing crashing back. I can hardly see to type because of the tears and I feel like screaming. To see it all, there, laid bare in print is just too much. I don't mean to be selfish but I can't take the pain of it.
Chris agreed to this article to help other potential victims and I am so proud of him but to see it there in front of me - it is just more than this mum can bear. Help me be strong, I just don't know what to do.
Love